USED galleon


“Help me to find You now in this moment of deepest grief, My darling. I want to be with You, heart to heart, face to face where all I see is You and Your beauty and Your majesty. I need to see Your eyes now, so desperately! When You look at me, You see deep down into my soul; You search me and You find me in my despair. You know my heart inside out. You see my need and the hurt, even when I want to blame You and question Your ways with me; even when I say, “It’s not fair!”  Oh, My Husband and my King, my best Sweetheart, my closest Friend, the One who never leaves me, never gives up on me, I want to be single-minded. This is my desire, but sometimes –I’m so sorry– I falter and fall and stumble and find myself in the dirt again. I feel so hurt, and again that it is too hard. I lose all my resolve, and it seems impossible all over again. So tired, but I can’t sleep. Hungry but can’t eat. Feels like I’m in reverse –falling… like there’s nothing to hold onto. How quickly that crack floods my mind. And yes, right when my galleon is full…full of blind obedience and just saying yes, the test comes, and I fail so miserably…I’m so sorry my Jesus…but where shall I go from Your presence; where shall I flee from You, darling One? You are right with me lying in the mud. You are willing to lie down in the mud with me and get all dirty too, dear sweet Jesus. Oh Jesus, you are with me when I make my bed in the dirt. You know my frame, how so very hopeless I am without You. I don’t want to turn my face away from You, my sweetest ever! I really do want the truth in my inward parts; you know that –despite my wanting to just disappear and not have to face this unclimbable mountain before me. It is too high, too steep, too rocky, too cold, too windy, not enough oxygen!”

Fire is Yellow…yet



The refining pot is for silver and the furnace for gold, But the Lord tests the hearts. – Proverbs 17:3

 (Jesus speaking:) “Dear son, I love every bit of you. So I ask, “Will you stand firm in My promises; will you fight for others and the gospel? Will you believe even when the ones you fight for don’t believe and have stopped fighting? Will you be the one that stands his ground when faced with a great multitude of devils and people who only seek to destroy you? Will you do what I did on the cross just before I gave My spirit to My Father?” I kept on fighting until My last breath. You know why? It’s because I knew that I was fighting for the truth, and because of that My Father kept Me straight through His spirit. So, even when you feel down and your adversaries make you feel that there is no hope for you, no hope for others, no hope In Me and My promises, keep on fighting!! Never surrender!! Blast the lies with the truth of My words and stand firm even when it seems that you have lost it all. I will be there to pick you up and make you fly higher then you have ever gone before. And the ones you fight for, they will have the victory according to My promise. Hallelujah. Sing, praise, and shout out the truth, for the victory will be ours. Amen? Just love through the Blue Keys that I have given thee, and use My humble heart and eyes and you shall come out of this trial better than gold –better than the stars, for the humility of the Blue Keys will give you true strength that conquers the world. I love you”. (End of message from Jesus)



“My sweet sweet brides, the depths of My love for you is unfathomable. Those stars are My ever present reminder to you that they are always shining out My love …just for you. They sparkle, they scintillate, they mesmerize; they are My deep love for you and all you do for Me.

I am fashioning you as a jewel for royalty, precious and valuable in My sight–brilliant and gorgeous as it sparkles and reflects My light and My love!

Yes, it is a long, hard road, and you must endure the tapping here and the tapping there of the Jeweler’s knives. It is painful. You feel the loss, and you feel that your life is useless, that this chiseling and tooling will go on forever, that there will be no end to it. But fear not, My precious one, for I have you in My hands; I hold you in My arms. This tooling and this chiseling is straight from My hand. It is My plan to create of you My special precision tool, rare in quality, beautiful and magnificent”. (FJWL2:37)

He’ll reward you greatly–not just enough to make your sacrifices seem worthwhile, but He’ll reward you so much that it’ll make you cry and wonder how you could have ever squirmed and murmured about having to give so little to Him when you’re faced with everything you receive in return! (ML 3186:40)

Psalm 68:13 Though ye have lien among the pots, yet shall ye be as the wings of a dove covered with silver, and her feathers with yellow gold.

There is a way of living above these things! No matter what it is in your life, there is a way you can make wings out of your weights, the weights that so easily beset you and tie your soul down. Wings are often born out of weights.

When wearied with the strain of it all, we can fly to God. God has the victory for us, God has an answer for our problems. God does have the answer if we’re obedient to Him. Search your heart and make sure that the obedience in there. There is some reason for these things happening and why you haven’t gotten the victory, because there is victory through Jesus. “Thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.” — 1Cor.15:57. You can fly to God for the rest which He has promised.

You can fly on the wings of prayer and faith, and get the relief that He alone can give you. An acquaintance of mine has this little poem tacked above her sink, which reminds me of the beautiful verse, “Though ye have lien among the pots, yet shall ye be as the wings of a dove covered with silver, and her feathers with yellow gold.” — Psalm 68:13.

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Yet will i trust in him 

The trying of your faith worketh patience. Fear hath torment, but look to Me, My darling. Your heart is beating fast, your head is throbbing and you feel anxious. Your future is unknown. How will this turn out? You are not sure, and there’s no way of knowing either. It can go either way. So then what do I expect of you? It’s the trying of your faith for healing. It takes a lot of counting on Me. It’s keeping focused on the victory and not succumbing to any other alternative. I see you waver, then sweet prayers reach My nostrils and you gain strength again and your trembling anxious heart is stilled. Peace floods your soul. You have confidence in the Keys. The spirit of them pumps you with their powerful forces. They really can transform you. This stubborn filthy sickness is an attack of the enemy. This is your chance, My love, to face your fears. Let’s look at them head on.

You knew the test would eventually come. If you have a weak area, I will surely come in to fortify that area so that you can prove My power and My might. Then you can say you found peace as I conquered demons of ill health attacking you. As you put your hand in Mine , as you rested in My arms, trusting no matter what the outcome, you could look Me full in the face and with a light on your face and a total trusting look in your eyes –a knowing that I am your love and you would do anything for Me, even die, if I so willed it. When you conquer this fear, it is a wonderful surrendering, a wonderful freedom. What can touch you now? Nothing, My darling.

So My sweet, please, I am your love. Trust Me implicitly. Smile through your experience. I am strengthening the inward parts.  Out of the fullness of your heart the mouth speaketh. If you are full of faith then that’s what you will speak because it’s what you believe, it’s what you’ve fed off…The Word. You are full of the Word. Even if you are shaking in your boots a bit and you speak faith but don’t really feel quite so confident, it is still faith because you know it is so.

And even if you don’t feel it, you trust Me enough to say so. After all, faith is believing without seeing. Healing is no different than trusting Me for supply or protection or direction or for your children or any other thing in your life for Me.   I am strengthening your inward parts, My dear, because if you have no fear, then You and I can face anything the enemy throws at you. Your whole being will be a full of faith Key-bearing vessel that trusts Me in any circumstance. The Devil may try to nibble to get his poison in but you will recognize what he is about. If he can hold even just a little bit of fear over you he has an inroad into your inward parts.  He thinks if he can get at you in one weak area of your life then maybe, hopefully, it will flood over into other areas. So this unseen evil bacteria in your inward parts is a physical manifestation of the spiritual battle.


The candle of the Lord searches the inward parts of the belly. My Spirit shall try the minds & hearts of men. Therefore stand fast & doubt not. Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God & His righteousness, & all these things shall be added unto you.


Revelation 21

“Healing cannot be measured by how you feel, how life seems to be treating you, or how buffeted you may be. Healing is found and activated through the keys, through believing that their power will sustain you through the stormy weather.”


I wish for there to be no pockets of resistance holding out, that the enemy has control over. I would that thy heart might be single before Me, that thy eye might be single. Yea, I desire truth in the inward parts. And the truth is faith, believing in My promises to you in all aspects of your life. These key promises you read speak about happiness, but just replace that word with ‘healing’ and the key promise still rings true. You can use any word of need, and it would be My promise to you still. The power is in the Keys!! And it’s not about how you feel; it’s not about the fact that there is still  typhoid there but seeing past that, beyond that, ignoring that and only ‘seeing’ the keys and what they will do for you. It’s as simple as taking your glass of leaf concoction. You drink it down but see no difference for the taking of it. It is by faith through obedience that it is healing –the same for claiming the keys and key promises. You may not see any change immediately; it is faith and obedience again. I will heal you, My darling, but first I will strengthen this inward part –faith for healing and for you to see that My promises are equally reliable and dependable and true for any aspect of your life. The Keys are your weapon to wield. They have immense power, and they will not fail you. When you believe this, then you hold great power over the enemy. This is what he is sore afraid of. So continue your regime of taking your leaf medicine along with your claiming healing key promises, and let’s rout this pocket of resistance in your inward parts. Let faith prevail, My Bride. 

(End of prophecy)

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Getting Offended at smaller things

(Spirit helper speaking: ) More and more surprising and strange attacks may come at you from all quarters—even from those very ones you thought were your friends. Be sober. Take daily time to get your strength renewed and joy straight from Heaven; because if you depend on people alone to be your source of encouragement, there are going to be falling outs, and you will feel jilted and saddened. Only the Lord will be there for you in the way that you need Him to be, all the way.

Watch out too, as more people get offended with less and less reasons to. It will take far less now to get people –even your work companions and teammates, family members and staff– put off and aggravated. People will get upset with smaller reason to. And that’s because the enemy is going around throwing something like poisonous gas that causes little sparks to suddenly ignite and flare up big.

But I tell this to you, so that you won’t be “soon shaken”.

2 Thessalonians 2:2 That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word.


(Jesus speaking: ) Be sober and vigilant. The enemy seeks his prey and will devour anything he can, through the words he can cast you and others down with. He wants to eat up things like faith, endurance, fortitude, patience, and long-suffering loving kindness. These he tears apart, as they are as blockages to his way of doing things. If you let him, you will find misery sets in and surrounds you.

“Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour.” 1 Peter 5:8


Out of Memphis

The keys give you the grace to believe and act and be the sample I want you to be.

So you need faith and lots of it, as this will protect these results of faith—your ability to carry on by faith, unflinching.

I have brought you up and cared for you all these years of your life. I will not fail you, but you have to do your part to stay inside Me. I’m very big, you know? And the way that you do it is through daily time in using the Keys and drinking in My New Wine and scripture, in song, in praise, in prayer, in giving Me your cares and trusting Me with the outcome of each thing that is now happening to you.

If you know that I will work out the most difficult parts of your life, that faith will help you to not give the enemy your hope—hope that though things look trying now or look really hard, the good that is coming will make it all seem as light as a feather. You will be glad that you did carry on one step at a time.


Psalm 4:8

I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety.
Psalm 6:6 I am weary with my groaning; all the night make I my bed to swim; I water my couch with my tears.
Psalm 16:7 I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons.
Psalm 17:3 Thou hast proved mine heart; thou hast visited me in the night; thou hast tried me, and shalt find nothing; I am purposed that my mouth shall not transgress.

Jesus speaking:

I use these tests of the flesh to teach you so many different things. There’s usually a main focus, a particular area of your life that I zero in on in every battle. But all throughout the experience there are also other things that I am hoping you’ll learn along the way. Like how to be praiseful no matter how bad you feel. Purpose in your heart that you will not allow your mouth to transgress by murmuring or doubting, even if I deprive you of your sleep when My Word says that I give My Beloved rest.  Even if it seems that I have not fulfilled My promise, you still don’t doubt and murmur.  Sometimes I don’t fulfill what My Word says because I am trying to get somewhere with you. And if I did fulfill the promise, it would be like rescuing you prematurely. But in the end, I always do fulfill what I’ve said. Once you’ve gone through the fire and have learned what I’ve wanted you to, then I can give you the rest you are claiming. But you see, it’s not all about getting to the end of the battle! Battles are tests, and in tests you’re supposed to show how much you’ve learned. And if you’re lacking in some area, then I’ll bring you back there until you grasp it. So when you pray, you shouldn’t pray to be delivered—you should pray, “Examine me, O LORD, and prove me; try my reins and my heart. Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”