“I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.”
The reins of a horse are used to guide him in the right direction—they are guides. So I have placed guides beside you that whisper words of instruction to lead you. You have your own thoughts and experiences that have taught you what happens when you do this or that; these are like reins as well. You also have your conscience of heart and mind, pricking you if you do something wrong, according to what you know is right and wrong. Also, you have people around you also who might give good suggestions or tips or correction. Then there are circumstances and conditions that direct you, or train you —consequences, people’s reactions, loss, rewards, difficulties, benefits, and so forth
“This whole world is one big school. Sometimes as you rest in bed and contemplate what has happened, these thoughts and feelings inside are like reins that help pull you this way and that way steering you in the right direction. “
(Bride to the Host of Heaven: ) You are my Husband’s hands to bring me, His arms to carry me. You are the way that I will make it through. He has granted me the honor of your assistance. I am sorely in need of care, of shielding, of transporting. Transport me, loves from the throne of the one true God. Transport me through, carry me through. Uphold me.
Take me to the bedchamber in the throne room of the God I serve day and night. Lay me down at the feet of the One to whom I am wed; the One who has bought and fought for me. I belong to Him, and to you. For you have won me. Thank you for uniting me with my Husband. Take me to His side, oh bearers of passionate love, the redeemed ones from His throne.
Take me. I yield to what Jesus instructs. A thousand yes’s. I am at your disposal and desire, for I have been placed in your care and tutelage. Take me through and bear me up. My life is in your hands, to do with me as you are commanded.
Hold me through and bring me through.
The Bride awaits the coming of her Lord. The Bride awaits the transport and bearers to bring her safely through the dark night. The night will only sweeten the light that is seen. The radiance of the Bridegroom will only be far fairer after the darkness of the night, and the depth of the waters. The beauty of Christ’s bride will only shine with more radiance because of the washing and purifying in the waters of affliction and tribulation.
Come, Wings and bear us, like an eagle that soars with prey, yet prey that is snatched from the devourer and carries it to its rightful place high above the waves.
Take me, on wings of paradise, take me and the loves of the Son of God. We await the wind of the wings. We await to soar up and out of the waves. Pull us, draw us, take us, and nourish us in the place prepared for the Bride by her Bridegroom.
I have sat long in the waters of this world. I need to be born up and carried up and up to the bosom of my heart’s mate, my Redeemer.
(Bride to Christ: ) Take me to Your side, oh love of my heart, with your bearing wings and angels. I care not to linger. Let the day of deliverance be not a moment later than is deemed wise by Your dear heart, Angel of God, my Christ, my full soul’s passion.
(Bride to the Host of Heaven: ) Take me and bear me up. I cannot take myself. I know not the way. I have not the wings. I see not the path. It is hidden from me. I am weak. I am lost. I am wet. I am in the mire and waves. Bear me up and over, dear wings of the Son of God.
(Bridegroom to His Bride: ) Beloved, I shall indeed come to you, enchanted one, who longs for the pleasures of her God. I shall come and bring you to My side, and never shall you go out of My presence forever more; yea forever and forever more you shall be Mine, to nourish and to cherish Me and the ones that I yet send you to bear ever closer to Me. And I shall nourish and cherish you, dear one who I have Redeemed.
Come, My bride, My ravishing one. Come. I call and I send that which shall bring you Home.
Forever we shall be wed.
(Bride to Christ: ) The night is long, oh passionate one. But every moment my desire for You is enlarged and made ready. Take pity, oh love of God, on such a one as I, and come to me quickly. I fear I shall stumble in the dark night and fall ere I make it to Your side.
(Bridegroom to the Host of Heaven: ) Bear My redeemed Bride up, oh wings. She has called. Yea, her humbled state is what has aroused Me to send help. Go, and be swift, for there lurks much evil intended on this weak one, this Bride that awaits the coming of the Lord.
Swiftly now, to her side, to each of My darling’s sides. Bear them to Me, for the feast is being prepared, a feast unlike one she or I have ever tasted.
Oh, wings, with speed fly and bring this one safely to Me. I will feast on the beauty of Christ’s Bride, and she will feed at My side.
Be swift for the wicked one closes in and tempts her with false hopes and comforts.
Be swift, oh Host of the Heavenly Guard, for the night is indeed dark, and many holes and pits await her like gaping mouths to swallow her and her young ones.
Up you now. Mount yourselves with wings and bear down that you may bear up, and up and transport this one, these ones, this Bride belonging to Me.
(Bride: ) My Redeemer comes, mounted with wings, to bear me to His side, to bear all of us to the side of the One we have loved and desire to love for eternity.
(Bridegroom to Bride: ) Indeed the passion that I shall unleash, to ravish you darlings, My Bride will leave little left to be longed for. With earnest passion and unbridled desire will you become one, deeply one with Me, embedded within My whole being, forever a part of Me. The consummation will be past anything you have longed for, wished for, or imagined. The unbridled passionate culmination of the love of God with the Bride of Christ, with the sons of God, uniting as one.
Oh, the ecstasy will be millions of times hotter and greater than any trial of the past. In deed the burning passion will sear away the old memories and the wicked things of the past that have plagued My dear ones. Love, only love will remain.
The passion of My love will be so radiantly intense, there is nothing greater to be compared with it.
(Bridegroom to the Host of Heaven: ) Up you now, steeds of the Son of God, there is a wedding to be had. My hunger, My thirst will be satiated. I will be satisfied, again and again, in ways too numerous and marvelous to count, and too fabulous to conceive.
(Bridegroom to Bride: ) Let My wings of paradise bear you to My side, and there is little you will remember after that, for My love will sear and cause all else to pale. My passion will burn away all competition for your affections; no world, however grand, will ever lure you.
I will make you Mine, and you will remember My love for eternity.
On the Wings of an Angel
“I woke from a short nap with these words, this instruction, from the Spirit whispered to me: “Write to the host of Heaven, the balms and elixirs of the paradise of God’s throne, to take you through the deep waters unscathed.” So I rose and began to type the words that came.“
Yes you’ve overslept, the hour is late, and it’s very dark out there now. You’ll need that lamp there hanging by the door; don’t forget to check the oil; all lamps need oil in order to give off good strong light. Check the wick too, is it steeped deeply in the oil? Now, before you leave open the curtain, just a crack, and take a peek outside.
What are you seeing? Is it difficult to comprehend?
Okay then turn up that wick, that’s right, a bit higher now, and let Me push back the darkness…just a little. Open your bible because there’s maybe a few sign posts you missed. Perhaps that’s why you are feeling a little puzzled.
Now, I know it’s dark in this room too, but you have that lamp in your hand, and all you have to do is keep the oil level up as high as possible, so that your little wick stays well soaked in oil.
When all the lights go out and you can’t see, there are two things you can do, Put your hands out in front of you and start groping, hoping that you don’t stumble or run into something hard, or God forbid fall into a pit. Or you can stop and listen to My voice in your heart. I know what your mind is telling you…but lift up that lamp in your hand and see what My Word is telling you in John 14:26 and Isaiah 30:21 and Acts 2:17 and 18.
Yes, it’s the time of the “whispers” My still small voice is calling you out of the world because it is much later than you want to believe, that darkness out there is almost complete.
Okay lift up the lamp again; don’t let fear of the dark creep in, you’ve got that lamp in your hand remember, and it’s light is going to help you get through what’s outside that door.
The world, as you’ve know it, has entered its last hours. The enemy is doing all he can to “draw in the net”. I do all I can to warn My beloved brides of the enemy’s attempt to smother all avenues of escape.
To achieve his goal of total governance he not only needs to control all travel routes, and those that believe they can live outside his control, but lines and means of communication between his avowed enemies must be severed. In preparation for these events I have given My children high tech communication channels: prophecy, prayer, meditation, dreams, visions etc., now is the time to use them.
Do you want Me to return and save the world? Then pray for that whilst you prepare for what the world and you must pass through before My return.
Okay, it’s no longer safe hiding in this room, you’ve got your lamp, you have a good supply of oil, now proceed to the door.
Here put this key in your pocket, believe Me you are going to need it….The battle rages, and the fight is on, but the power of the Keys to the Kingdom will see us through the darkest night and into the brightest dawn.
It’s not something you can see, this seal that is placed on the foreheads of My brides, believers and confidants. They shall see and know things that others can’t, because in their humility they accept the torture for believing on Me. Their faith knows no limits, and this is how they will rise above. They long to please Me, and just as I in My suffering too, yea in my utmost anguish of heart and mind and body while fulfilling scripture and placing Myself as the offering for sin, pleased God; so will the suffering of My believing and faithful brides please Me. When someone is willing to suffer and die for the love of God and brethren, I weep, yea I tremor with heart wracking tears. This is love. You wonder what love is? This is love. I say “love your brethren” and this is what it means—laying down your life for another, that the cause of Christ be promoted and upheld. Those who are not willing to lay themselves down in daily, hourly, lifelong sacrifice to promote the cause of the Kingdom, don’t have true love. For love is the fulfilling of the law. Love is obedience, fulfilling My Word. You cannot have true love, as the Bride of the Redeemer, and keep your life, save your life, and withhold. He or she that withholds is not a true lover. Just as to withhold Myself in the hour you needed My love to be shown, giving up the life I had on Earth, would not have been love. Why do you want to hold back? Is it pain you fear? That is to say pain has power over you. Just as much as an addiction to something hurtful can have power over you. Don’t give in to fear, or it will ruin your life. Throw it off. It should have no power over you.
This freedom: to serve and follow Me, to live without fear of the conditions and circumstances, pain and hardship; to just do as you are bidden, and leave the consequences up to Me; to love not your lives, even unto the death. And will be death for so many believers, not because I am unrighteous, but because I am, and I wish to release them from the clutches of the devourer and pleasure them in My Kingdom of love. Here they will be nourished.
Those who stay on and power on with the flaming power of God’s message and are tortured and tormented for doing so are given extra strength and empowerment. That’s why it says in the book of Revelations that the Beast and that whole wicked team were to be “tormented day and night”. If My believers, My humble, honest, give-their-all brides and warriors were troubled day and night, yea if for their lifetime they find no rest, so will they who oppose them be given no rest—it’s just that their “lifetime” in the world to come is much longer. I can do bigger and badder things than they and others thought that a “nice loving God” can or would choose to do. I can be as bad to the bad guys as I can be good to My believing followers.
Just as good, and beyond-belief rewards are given out to the faithful; to those who have not shared loyalties with the enemy but stayed true to Me and to My plan, so will bad consequences be dished out to the willfully, rebellious wicked, and the consequences will be beyond anything they imagined. They thought they could dream up torments and lash out pain on My little family on Earth? They didn’t invent evil and bad things. They invented nothing. They are simply using on My sheep what is actually going to be done to them, but on a much bigger scale. They want to play the ‘bad game’; I own the rights to it and will win. They want to engage in “tribulation” warfare with Me and My Family on earth? That is what they will get. They will so regret they ever even looked the way of torment, dragging My humble believers off to be used by them in wicked ways. I have things to show THEM, “great and mighty things” that they certainly know not. Great— as in big—will be their payback. And they will be so, ever so sorry for it.
And the game ends the way it starts. All losers, all Lucifer’s losers, will be in the “taken” pile and off the board game, and I’ll begin setting up My side of the board again. Only this time, once my players are in place, there are no evil ones to play against. Then I ask you to sit on the other side of the board and show what pieces you have. Your wins for Me while on Earth are like the pieces you will have to work with when you and I sit down to play this next game together. It is a game of instruction. I will teach you strategy and lessons, and what are winning moves and what are not. It’s like a Father-child game in a school of learning.
You think this life here is all there is to it, that this is all there is to learn? No, My dear ones, this is just one room in My vast school for My children. Not everyone comes here, as it’s a tough place to learn. But those who do and come out winners, having played the game of life well, are truly glad. They get honors and rewards given only to those who entered and passed the test of Earth class. It gives you a certain rank. It is the different things you know and have gone through that earn you titles. –That is, that you can be called on to do this job or another, for you know what you need to know to do it well. Passing in Earth school gives you the ability to be entrusted with different jobs and services and honors. –Like ambassadors have to know things about the country they are sent to; and have to act like a good citizen of the one they belong to, while they work to bring good relations between the two. How else will the rulers of the World to Come, in the thousand year reign, know how to help those on Earth, if they haven’t lived there and been trained, knowing the hardships and struggles? If you want to be a ruler in Kingdom Come, and be able to get this place in shape, so that many more can have the chance to believe and live for Me, then you have to suffer for Me first, and go through life’s struggles. It’s par for the course. So if you suffer, then you are qualified to reign, and have earned it as well.
“You think this life here is all there is to it, that this is all there is to learn? ”
“When someone is willing to suffer and die for the love of God and brethren, I weep, yea I tremor with heart wracking tears. This is love.”
introducing “Seeds of David” a series of 20 golden seed packets from God’s messengers
(Jesus Speaking: )The Angelic Spirit Helpers will now present themselves to you. See that you heed their advice and follow their instructions closely; for I myself have instructed them. Heed their advice, for they are heeding Mine. Go To Seeds of David Menu Page
“Time, what’s the time? Oh God is that it? How long have I been waiting? Hmm… do I still stand a chance anyway?? What’s the matter…You still have a plan…..right?”
(Spirit helper speaking):
“Hey, those were my thoughts. That was my life for 10 years: trusting.
I guess you could call me a blessed one. The rest of my family were killed, but I was sent to prison for umm…being a Christian. I lived in modern days, but yeah I lived my youth in a Chinese prison. Forgotten, forsaken you name it. I thought those thoughts I felt that feeling of complete and utter hopelessness. I almost gave up on life, but something kept me going, no, I wasn’t a great prison evangelist. In the eyes of any normal person those years of my life were seemingly wasted behind bars. Umm…Father, do You still know? Are Your promises true for me too?
But I held on to the fact that I was there because Jesus saw me worthy to suffer for His Name. At least in the beginning that worked…but as months turned into years I felt myself fringing on the edge of madness…I would stare into the clock and just lose touch of everything, and I honestly felt that yes, I was fading. It was while I was in that trance like state that it happened, I received one verse that made everything suddenly clear and snap back into focus. Just one verse saved me from insanity. I didn’t see anything, I just heard this: “Verily, verily, I say unto you, except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but If it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.”
Here I was “losing” my life in prison, just wasting away and He was telling me that I was actually saving it?? That struck my soul like lightning and from that day on I held on to the promise that one day I would see much fruit borne in my life…I never saw it in the way that I imagined: great witnessing, hundreds of souls won so on so forth. Yes when I was released I had a great testimony. I had led many to the Lord and comforted many others. But when I arrived Here the Lord showed me just what type of fruit He was looking for.
In those seemingly endless years; how was I actually saving my life all that time? During those years I learned to trust, I learned to love Jesus more than my freedom, I learned to pray and keep praying without ever seeing any results, I learned to praise through my tears, I learned how to be closer to Jesus than ever before, I learned that He knows better. In the confinement of prison I learned that, yes, Jesus is enough. And when I got Here He showed me just how much I gained in prison! I had been saving my life all that time when I was seemingly losing it.
You might be in some prison too. You might feel like anymore is too much. He’s got you there for a reason, and He is teaching you, right now, how to love Him more than your life itself. More than that thing called relief and painless existence. Darling it won’t last too long, it won’t continue longer than what is absolutely necessary. Sweetheart it’s beautiful, when you get Here you’ll see how much you really gained from losing. Losing what you wanted and gaining what you have truly been after all along. He promises you and He always keeps His promise believe that sweet one.
It is not a matter of being free from what you see as prison… it’s a matter of being free while still in prison.
Praising behind those bars knowing that they are there because He loves you, singing on the stake because you know Heaven’s coming. Blessed are those that carry the burden of waiting…wait, wait, wait, to learn to trust, to learn to wait and to lift up your voice and know that He knows better. I love you
Father, do You still know? Are Your promises true for me too?
Blessed are those that carry the burden of waiting…wait, wait, wait, to learn to trust, to learn to wait and to lift up your voice and know that He knows better.