Lessons from a bride

(Jesus speaking: taken from a message given to a young disciple: )

“Yes My wind is wild and untamed and you’ve experience a bit of My unexpected nature but now you must pick up your courage and use what you’ve learned to come ride with Me once again and not fear it. Don’t fear Me, don’t say I am too unpredictable to trust… Haha sweet one! I am the God of the universe! I am wild! And I am teaching you to love My wild nature and to love flying with it! Come let’s run, let’s ride, let’s fly! With the crazy, wild, unpredictable nature of your God.”

Embracing the Hard Side of Jesus

I very much could relate to the heart roller coaster, fire-and-ice experience. I’ve had very similar feelings through some of life’s trials over the past couple years. And I have to keep choosing if “the relationship is still on”. Will I keep going with this challenging person called Jesus Christ? But I seem to just need Him so much, that whatever He is like, however He reacts, whatever He tests me in, hard to manage or not, I just can’t go on without Him. And His warm and loving side always makes up for it. So I’ve chosen, and I keep choosing to “Embrace the hard side of Jesus”. It’s part of the package deal.

Here are a few thoughts I’ve had, verses I think about, and what has helped me to keep on going and not be “offended” in Him, but to keep exploring Him, and proving that I really do want Him forever, no matter what that will mean for me. The other alternative is in no way attractive.

His “good” is just too good to pass up. So I need to take the challenging and straightening sides of Him with it, and learn to love them too. Since He is not going to change, and all He does is for good, it’s me that needs to change and learn to be a bit tougher and braver, and have more faith. I need to learn to be thankful for the way He is, and to love and be glad for His “hard and strong” side.

Others had tests on this too. Here’s what Jeremiah said:

Jeremiah 20:7 O LORD, thou hast deceived me, and I was deceived; thou art stronger than I, and hast prevailed: I am in derision daily, every one mocketh me.

In Isaiah, the Lord gives a clue that there would be times that His appearance would not be attractive—especially when on the cross:

Isaiah 53:2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.

A rock of offence He is called—and His disciples need His “testimony” and “law” to make it:

Isaiah 8:13 Sanctify the LORD of hosts himself; and let him be your fear, and let him be your dread.

Isaiah 8:14 And he shall be for a sanctuary; but for a stone of stumbling and for a rock of offense to both the houses of Israel, for a gin and for a snare to the inhabitants of Jerusalem.

Embracing the Hard Side of Jesus

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“I’m a sensitive person, and I first read through the Bible, cover to cover, when I was 16-18 years old. There were some places, many, that were just a bit too tough meat for me.”



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“I embrace all sides to Him, He’s a package deal.”





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A Prayer

 “Jesus, I want to give all to You. I want to die to self and get rid of my pride. It always wants attention and recognition. Help me to live only for You. Your love should be the only thing I care about. I should just be worried about what You think. If I am truly thinking that, then all this other nonsense won’t even matter to me. All I want to think about is whether I am making You happy. Am I giving you love and praise? Am I desiring you and receiving from You? Or am I distracted because I didn’t get enough attention from people and now I feel useless? That is so shallow and lame. I should just think about whether I am loving You enough and showing you enough attention. You have given me so much. You show me love in so many ways. Sometimes I feel so spoiled. YET I still complain and feel sad. I know it’s just an attack of the enemy. But it’s my yucky pride that lets him in. It’s you I want to please. It’s You that I trust implicitly. I must just put all these things and worries into Your capable hands and know that you are working in each situation in the best possible way.

I am not going to second guess You or worry about whether You are doing things right. I must forsake my own doubts and hesitancy all throughout the day and resist every time the enemy and my pride team up to try to drag me back into my carnal mind. It’s a well-traveled path, and I seem to easily gravitate that way.  I know you gave me a mind so that I could think and work and make decisions for you. But a lot of the time, I need to set that mind aside and just listen to you and just take what Your Word says without question. That’s what I want to do. No matter how things look to me, I want to trust Your Word and what You say. When I hear something in prophecy, I will believe it. If things change, and you later tell me something different or if someone else tells me something different, YETI will still believe…

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“Put the mind into the spiritual realm, suddenly its feet aren’t on the ground, it seems to be floating, but it doesn’t know how that is possible or if it will suddenly be dropped.”




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Men and women of faith

Into the valley of death

(Jesus speaking: ) I went down to the valley of the shadow of death, a shadow of things that would yet be, the real final death in the land of forgetfulness. I went to say that the Daystar was to arise. The light had come and would rise to bring life to all who believed. And just like on Earth, so was it there, in the midst of My brethren below, some believed and others mocked. I pleaded; I explained the scriptures to them. Just as I had done on earth, I said to them also that it was fulfilled in their ears. (Luke 4:21) Those who had waited for the day of My arrival, who still believed that verse saying “Whither shall I go from thy presence” rejoiced to see Me. (Psalm 139:7-10) They would not leave My side. I went down to the pit that I might loose them and set them free these, My brethren, these lost of the tribes of Israel. They were loosed and delivered, as quickly as it was done in Egypt. It was a day of deliverance. Just as the darkness fell on Egypt shortly before they were set free, and just as the first born was slain shortly before they left, so was it again in the time of their deliverance.

The darkness came as I was crucified, and I, the first born of God was slain. And then, oh, I cry to remember what happened next…I was the Moses that led them out and up to freedom.

 But just as the children of Israel had to go through some tough times of testing, so did these released children of Abraham. They have gone through the pain, along with Me of course, in trying to bring their brethren, those still on Earth, to a full and believing knowledge of God. They see how disbelief is a like a plague of the heart and mind and needs to be purged. Time and testing cures it most of the time.

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Psalm 23


“Beloved, I have updates that you are now eligible for, because you have learned what you needed to in order to get the next bit of information; I know you will do the right thing with it.”



“The Keys Are Our Wilderness”

Physically, there is no escape. To enter the Kingdom you must be born again. And to pass through the tribulation in triumph, will be no less a miracle.







Deu. 11…make you a thousand more as ye are….

One of King David’s Mighty men was as ten ordinary soldiers. Some of them even more than that, the really outstanding ones. (2 Samuel 23) So will it be so with the bones, the Children of David. Each will be more than any ordinary Christian, despite having left my Love for the World, simply because of the Words of David that were the solid rock foundation. The spark in them will fire up into a flame that will be a pillar of fire for those drawn to it, for those hungering and thirsting for the truth, having tasted and seen the corruption of the World.  I will make these ones, though they feel as nothing, though they feel weak and incapable, to shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they will lead many to Me.

This Family has been chosen and called for a special mission. These are the children of David who bear the words of David, who carry the very essence of love into this lost and dying world. I have imparted unto this Family more truth and greater depth of spirit than I have given to others. I look at all My children within the folds of David as My elite troops that will lead the world in these last dark days.

Each one that takes up the challenge, each of My children of David that makes the commitment to follow Me and be true to his Heavenly commission, shall receive power to perform wonders as My elite troops. Each of My children of David has this option, for they have been called and chosen. But those who will receive the anointing are those who choose to receive it.

Oh, that the world could see the wave of evil and iniquity that is about to sweep over it, the coming days of diabolic worship that are about to engulf the world. But as the darkness grows thicker and evil waxes worse, My light will become more brilliant. You, My flame, will shine stronger. You are My rallying call to the world. You are the bugle that blares the message of triumph. You are My Endtime witnesses.

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Oh, that the world could see the wave of evil and iniquity that is about to sweep over it, the coming days of diabolic worship that are about to engulf the world.



“But as the darkness grows thicker and evil waxes worse, My light will become more brilliant.”





part five

What a miracle of design our planet is
Psalms 19: 1 The majestic planet earth
The blue pearl hanging in the expanse of space with a string of brilliant stars as its crown, an exquisite gift from a loving God, 


When one looks at Ezekiel 36 as a bird would, but seeing the whole panorama retrospectively, it is quite easy to identify a recurring account of church history. The inevitable cycle of rebirth, maturation and death can also be seen in government and various movements of all kinds. Even our very own life on earth follows this basic pattern or blueprint. Therefore we shouldn’t be surprised to find ourselves, after 2,000 years of established church history, at the point where God is ready to once again punch the default button.

Can we ascertain where we are in world history from either of these chapters? A conclusive answer cannot be found in either. There is a vague clue in chapter 37, but again not irrefutable. Historically speaking, each church age, reformation or what have you, has ended in secular immersion. Today’s feeble attempts by the established church at community outreach to millennials is a bandage at best, and looks nothing like the cry of revolution that reverberated across the world in the days of the early church. You may ask where have the Children of God gone?

If however, you wish to take Ezekiel 37 literally, then it seems God has every intention of raising up an army of believers, and that, out of seemingly thin air; much like Jesus did when He called out the 12. And why not? Shouldn’t God get one last Word in before the church and secular man put Him in a box forever? Of course He will. How silly to think the God of Heaven and earth would allow Himself to be laid to rest by self-righteous man.

(Ezekiel 36:22) Therefore say unto the house of Israel, Thus saith the Lord God; I do not this for your sakes, O house of Israel, but for Mine Holy Name’s sake, which ye have profaned among the heathen, wither ye went. 

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The end time church will arise from the old and take the body of believers, the remnant, into the Millennium (Ezekiel 36: 34, 35. Revelation 12:17) At that time, God is going to have His last witness and the world will have to listen because they will be dealing with a different church —a variety that they’ve never experienced before. It won’t be a denomination, or group, it will be the Ecclesia. The work of pulling His corroded latter day church out of the slough of despond, where it put itself, will be in our day, an undeniable miracle, which will culminate in the greatest miracle of all, the Rapture! (Matthew 24:34)

Yes Ezekiel 36 and 37, I believe, is about that process, the raising up of an end time church -His final witness to a dying, selfish world. Those who hear His cry and come out in spirit, will be likened unto the 144,000 spoken of in Revelation chapter 14. God will have His say; He will not stand around idly watching His people and creation destroyed by selfish, greedy, unloving man. The blue pearl hanging in the expanse of space with a string of brilliant stars as its crown, an exquisite gift from a loving God, spurned. We were expected by God to be good stewards of His gift, our planet, but instead we have misused and abused it and each other.

“Jesus gave His children a better way, the way of living by faith. He didn’t say it was an easier way, but it is a better way”… Lifelines vol. 29