Jesus speaking:

“I’m always keen to “expressions of interest” I notice them right way. Some show it this way and some another way. But when I detect someone’s expressions of interest for Me, any part of Me, anything that I can offer them, I take notice right away.

It’s like when a child comes into the kitchen and smells the cookies that are baking. He can tell right away what it is, and knows how much he likes it. I can smell desire, keener than the best smelling dog can detect where someone walked in the grass days ago. I can notice a person’s desire faster than keen ears can hear a coin fall to the ground in a crowded noisy market place. I can sense it faster than you can tell it’s about to rain.

Oh, darling, my senses perk up. I respond, for it’s what I’ve been longing for. Sometimes you don’t always see this desire side of Me. I keep it pretty well hidden, giving you lots of time to make sure you want Me, and want to abide with Me forever. But when any of the ones I have created start to show real interest in Me, in having Me near, in wishing for Me to satisfy them in some way, it gets My motor buzzing, my craving responds to the waves and signals they send out, and I fly to them.All you have to do is want Me, and you can be sure, no matter what you see or feel or experience, that I will be wanting your spirit near to Me a thousand times more.

Sometimes when at last we make contact—I’m sure of your interest in Me, and you are sure that I love you, a few tears are shared between us. It’s a highly charged emotional event—like seeing a loved one again after a long while. The tears of waiting and hope, fall, and we begin to enjoy each other’s company, almost too good to be true. We start slowly by getting to know each other—you baring your heart to Me, and Me reassuring you of My great love. Once the foundations are laid, we can take the next little step. I don’t want to blow you away, for I’m loving the closeness more than I can express, and I wish for it to go on for as long as possible, before pride or fear or doubt or the opinions of others, or business and thoughts steer you away to things of lesser value.

But how immense is the joy when our relationship is firmly established with all we have put into it over the years, and at last I can explode with some of my raw emotions, and it won’t faze you or make you fall away. We can then have deeper times of communion, and greater thrills. I like a lass that I can yell around out of deep concern, and she won’t flitter away, but holds Me yet tighter. Then once the enemy has been blown away with the breath of My mouth and roar of God, we can enjoy a spectacular time. I can’t wait until the time when I can seriously let loose all that I do feel for you, and can show you My full emotions. I long for that time. Keep getting to know Me, and then we’ll reach that next higher level, and both will find deeper and greater satisfaction.

I still cry sometimes, to think about how you have accepted Me, as little as you know of Me, as small as you have seen, yet you choose to love whatever I am, and forsake all else. You are betting all on Me. You won’t be disappointed, for I will give all to you, all that is good and beautiful and right for you. Darling I really,really love you. And though I can’t show it all to you yet, I can’t fully expose My bosom, for it’s not the time yet, please know I’m really counting on the time that is coming, when we can unite and you can see more just how much, how passionately, how fervently, I love you, crave you, need you. These words hardly say the feeling, the need. I’ll have to express it all in person when “the perfect day” comes. To know the love of God, in its full, is something you have yet to experience, in all the ways I have stored up to show you. But I have to have someone I really trust before I bare My heart to them, and expose My deep emotions. I want to be sure to only share it with one who is committed to loving Me forever. These I can share My secrets with.


“But when any of the ones I have created start to show real interest in Me, in having Me near, in wishing for Me to satisfy them in some way, it gets My motor buzzing!”



“Stay By Me”

A song from the heart of the Bridegroom.




 “Train ride” 

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Men and women of faith

Into the valley of death

(Jesus speaking: ) I went down to the valley of the shadow of death, a shadow of things that would yet be, the real final death in the land of forgetfulness. I went to say that the Daystar was to arise. The light had come and would rise to bring life to all who believed. And just like on Earth, so was it there, in the midst of My brethren below, some believed and others mocked. I pleaded; I explained the scriptures to them. Just as I had done on earth, I said to them also that it was fulfilled in their ears. (Luke 4:21) Those who had waited for the day of My arrival, who still believed that verse saying “Whither shall I go from thy presence” rejoiced to see Me. (Psalm 139:7-10) They would not leave My side. I went down to the pit that I might loose them and set them free these, My brethren, these lost of the tribes of Israel. They were loosed and delivered, as quickly as it was done in Egypt. It was a day of deliverance. Just as the darkness fell on Egypt shortly before they were set free, and just as the first born was slain shortly before they left, so was it again in the time of their deliverance.

The darkness came as I was crucified, and I, the first born of God was slain. And then, oh, I cry to remember what happened next…I was the Moses that led them out and up to freedom.

 But just as the children of Israel had to go through some tough times of testing, so did these released children of Abraham. They have gone through the pain, along with Me of course, in trying to bring their brethren, those still on Earth, to a full and believing knowledge of God. They see how disbelief is a like a plague of the heart and mind and needs to be purged. Time and testing cures it most of the time.

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“The Keys Are Our Wilderness”

Physically, there is no escape. To enter the Kingdom you must be born again. And to pass through the tribulation in triumph, will be no less a miracle.







Jesus Speaking

“When the leper was aching so desperately for a touch, for affection, for acceptance, I touched him. It crossed the boundaries of “right” for a human, living on Earth, with the troubles that come to humans if doing the same thing.

The Son of God can do these things—for that man, for you, for anyone. People could not withstand the evil destruction of leprosy. But I, with God’s power while in a human form, could not only give the needed healing, but give the needed touch of love to the most disdained soul, stuck in affliction.

I don’t have boundaries for the sincere seekers. Only those who want to use Me as a way of getting what they want out of life—like praying for selfish wishes that have nothing to do with our ongoing relationship and the needs of My heart. I don’t satisfy those—but that too is love, because then they will seek out a better way to My heart…and find Me. Their being left without, will show them the way to a closer relationship with Me.

To say you’ll love and praise and worship Me in one way, and not another, doesn’t make you more “righteous” or more loved, really. It’s all about what each person personally needs to make their faith in My reality grow to such heights that nothing and no one can topple it, or top it.”

the leper



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desperation is the key

When the woman with the issue of blood dragged herself through the crowd to wait in anticipation of My passing and reached out to touch the hem of My garment, that was desperation. She had no other hope. All that remained of her faith and strength was focused totally on that action.

Perhaps you don’t have a clear picture of that event. This woman was not just being carried around on her bier. She didn’t just get up and stroll over, casually waiting to touch Me as I passed by and then say, “Oh, how nice, I feel much better now.” This poor woman had been bleeding for many years. Her body was emaciated. Her ability to walk had long passed. This precious one had to literally drag her half-dead body across the ground, through the thick crowd, in agonizing pain to reach Me. It was frightening for her. She could have easily been trampled upon. All she could think of was the hem of My garment that she was determined to reach. She knew that if she could only touch the hem of My garment, she would be healed. She was desperate and she had faith.

She had a level of desperation that many have never even imagined. Even to reach out those inches to touch some part of My garment required tremendous effort on her part. It was her sheer desperation, born of faith, that wrought the miracle. Her need was so tremendous. This is why‚ at her touch, I felt the power of the Father flow through Me and into her. Her desperation evoked an equally strong bolt of the Father’s power and Spirit that was channeled through Me, to her” (Mark 5:25-34).

(This is the final blog in our ten part  series of prophecies received about events in Jesus’ life on earth that were not recorded in the Bible.

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example of listening to heaven

The first example that comes to mind was when the Pharisees brought the adulterous woman to Me, asking, “Master, what should be done with this woman?” I knew they were testing Me and that they were out to get Me with that question, and I didn’t know how to answer it. I couldn’t rely on My Own wisdom or experience, nor did I receive the answer from My Father right away, even though I asked. That was the hardest part and was a big test for Me. Would I panic? Would I go ahead in My Own reasoning? Or would I simply not answer and walk away? What was I to do? I did not know. I will wait. I will be still in faith and wait for My Father, and I will trust.

Those moments seemed like hours to Me‚ and to those around Me as well.-To My disciples who wondered inwardly if I had the answer to such a controversial question; it seemed like a lose-lose situation, and their faith in Me was tested. To the scribes and Pharisees, who were impatient and pressed Me, as they were eager to trap Me in front of the people. To the crowd around Me who were keen to mete out judgment. And to the woman whose faith was also deeply tested, as she awaited her sentence.

It was a life-and-death situation, and the pressure was on. I was tempted to give in to the huge amount of pressure I felt to “deliver.” But I waited for the guidance of My Father. I waited quietly and patiently for the voice of the Lord. I waited in faith, knowing that My Father would not fail Me if I did not fail to do as He had commanded.

Then the answer came! My Father spoke, and then it was clear, and what a relief that was! It was the perfect answer and was the right thing to do. He instructed Me to say, “He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.” And because no one there was without sin, no stones were thrown that day, and I forgave the woman’s sins. (See John 8:3-11.) You see, much like you, I had no great wisdom of My Own, save that which I received from the Father. For every good and perfect gift is from above‚ coming down from the Father of Lights, with Whom can be no variableness, neither shadow of turning (James 1:17).

“Let every man be swift to hear and slow to speak” (James 1:19). Only once you’ve received My direction, then proceed in faith. Once you’re sure it’s what I’m showing you to do, don’t be afraid to do it. Ask Me for My anointing, and then go in faith, trusting that it will bear the right fruit in your life, and in the lives of those around you.”

(to be continued…this and following blogs are part of a series of prophecies received about events in Jesus’ life on earth that were not recorded in the Bible.

Jesus vs pharisee's

Jesus’ Life On Earth

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