MY SOUL IS EXCEEDING SORROWFUL, EVEN UNTO DEATH: TARRY YE HERE, AND WATCH WITH ME
The Marketplace
And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed. And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, what, could ye not watch with me one hour?
The following prophecy “The Marketplace” came after reading the compilation “A Take on Ezekiel 8:3” (PDF)
Excerpt taken from “A Take on Ezekiel 8:3”
The answer is clearly given in the book of Jeremiah chapter 44:15-19 Then all the men who knew that their wives had made offerings to other gods, and all the women who stood by, a great assembly, all the people who lived in Pathros in the land of Egypt, answered Jeremiah: “As for the word that you have spoken to us in the name of the Lord, we will not listen to you.
But we will do everything that we have vowed, make offerings to the queen of heaven (Asherah) and pour out drink offerings to her, as we did, both we and our fathers, our kings and our officials, in the cities of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem. For then we had plenty of food, and prospered, and saw no disaster.
But since we left off making offerings to the queen of heaven and pouring out drink offerings to her, we have lacked everything and have been consumed by the sword and by famine.” And the women said, “When we made offerings to the queen of heaven (Asherah) and poured out drink offerings to her, was it without our husbands’ approval that we made cakes for her bearing her image and poured out drink offerings to her?”
So in other words they are saying that as long as they worshiped and made offerings to Asherah, the queen of heaven, they thrived and prospered and when they did not, and remained devoted to EL alone, then they suffered mightily. So Asherah was obviously more powerful than EL in their experience. That’s why they said in Ezekiel “The Lord hath forsaken the earth, and the Lord seeth not!”
I guess this is what the church in this modern era calls the prosperity doctrine which is nothing but the “worshipers” of Churchianity asking their god to bless them materially. If the church people followed the doctrines set out in the Bible they would be compelled to live by faith, which in reality is a life of austerity and dedication to Jesus.
Instead they have created the false religion of Churchianity that welcomes worldliness and the gathering of things, houses, church buildings, cars etc. which of course is diametrically opposed to what Jesus taught in Matthew 6:19-34!
Also Baal and Asherah worship was much more fun. Both gods were fertility gods and the worship accepted by these gods involved partying, eating, sexual activities in all forms and perversions. Orgies and excesses with alcohol were just a regular part of life for Baal worship.
1Corinthians 10:7 Neither be ye idolaters, as were some of them; as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink, and rose up to play.(sex orgies) as they did when Moses went up the mount of God.
1Corinthians 10:8 Neither let us commit fornication, as some of them committed, and fell in one day three and twenty thousand.
So white magic was prevalent then too –anything to distract from serving our Husband. The enticements of the world! … And nothing has changed from then to now. Lord help us to be found faithful and get in our caves and focus on what we are supposed to be doing: flying by using prophecy and prayer. These are our commandments right now; our instructions to get off flesh mountain. We have to lay aside the sins that so easily beset us and run!!
Hebrews 11:24-26 By faith Moses, when he was come to years, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh’s daughter; Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season; Esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures in Egypt: for he had respect unto the recompense of the reward.
The Market Place
April 13, 2025…Prophecy: Before entering this place of worship, a sacrifice has to be laid at the altar…self. Millions upon millions of people never get past this point. The Key holders are the called and chosen. They are as the priests of God (Revelation 1:6) The Keys were a gift given to those priests who through dedication and service reached a certain level of commitment.
This account is not a concocted tale; it is a well-documented history of the life of a member of the Warrior Band. Beware of white magic; the counterfeit priesthood of Churchianity, for it is a mockery of the true priesthood spoken of in the Book of Revelation. Tradition and vain show, buildings made with hands, ceremonies, feasts and holy days, worldly priests in their glittery garb, all white on the outside but within full of dead man’s bones and all filthiness…Laodecian.
Those that mock the lives of My Warrior Band are the unborn, the blind who grope in the darkness of this world, whose eyes are not open to the things of the spirit, who like Nicodemus do not understand the wild wind of the Spirit; from where it comes nor where it goes. They stand at the gate of sacrifice and do not wish to enter themselves, yet to their damnation prevent entrance to those who would.
They are those who love to be seen of men and to be called Rabbi, Master…These would never enter in at the cave’s mouth and disappear. They are not transparent ones but are of the world and desire the rewards that this world offers. They do not desire the unseen rewards of the Spirit. They are men of this world, who devour widow’s houses, and for pretense make long prayers. Their desire is for the things of this world. They turn from the altar of sacrifice and face toward the East (Ezekiel 8:16)
The life of a true Warrior is no pretense; it is no sham. You cannot enter this hallowed place as the thieves enter. Bible schools and universities are windows that are open for those that would find another way in. They hear of untold riches within, treasures galore, glory beyond the imagination of man.
And this is truth. But those that refuse to enter through the door and rather enter through the window find themselves in a world of make-believe and imitation, a world suited to the desires of the flesh and not the spirit. Those who would follow the path of the warrior must pass through the door. These ones enter the unseen world of the Spirit; these ones pass through the tests and trials of the spirit, the test of faith. And their reward is untold riches and treasures.
The Test Of Faith
“My top generals have been meticulously screened over many years. You were each given Keys to My mind where I keep all My plans and stratagem. No one can enter this war room without the right Keys and the right spirit helpers. Each of you have your own Blue Angel; these are they that are the branch to My mind. A person must not only have the right Keys but they must also have their own Blue Angel escort, because if they do not, then they will surely meet with a deadly fate if any suspicion falls on them.
My security system is flawless; My tests are extreme. Those that reach this far have, as I said, been screened many times over. Above all, the greatest test is one that you give yourself. It is the test of faith…All these wonderful Words –from the very first one, that of believing in the gift of salvation, to the latest– must pass through the door of choice. You must choose to believe. This is the most intricate of all security measures. The requirement to believe by faith is interwoven throughout your life.
Each step you have made toward Me has been a step of faith, a step to choose to believe rather than see as poor Thomas did. Each revelation in the Bible and then each revelation given through the Words of David and Maria, and now each revelation given through My Living New New Wine are brought before you in order that you choose to accept or reject In accepting you move forward and I am then able to reveal more truth, deeper revelations to you. The revelations are there; My plan is there in My mind, but you must pass through each and every door to access them.
It takes great faith to believe that I am returning in 2026. It is required that you put feet to your faith by praying and telling others to pray. All the revelations that I have passed down to you through My New New Wine for today need the key of faith to believe. Each revelation is a test, just as the revelations that I gave to David were a test.
As it was with Gideon’s men, so it is with you. I gave them not one test, but two. With the first test I purged the ranks of those who were fearful and afraid, and with the second test I purged the ranks even further. For you there have been many tests that have purged you, and there will be more. You stand before Me in this war room because of the choices you’ve made.
Warrior Band is not a nice sounding title. It is a band of spirit warriors that fight unseen wars of the spirit. It is a band of those that believe solely and wholly in My Word alone. They don’t need visions or manifestations of My love for them. They don’t need bread and fishes to follow Me; they only listen for and follow My Word, My whispers.
They know and understand the ways of spiritual warfare; they know the ways of faith because their faith has been tested many times over. You, My Warrior Band, are in this war room by faith. You are not as those worldly priests that desire the rudiments of this world in order to follow. You desire the true riches and treasures. You desire Me.”(End of excerpt)
Even though the Key holders have special access that the millions do not have and although the Keys give power of admittance, there is still a divine laying aside required. You, the worshiper, come to the Sheep Gate with your sacrifice. Self is that sacrifice. Upon sacrificing self at the altar, you pass through the gate and into the wilderness, the cave, the spirit realm.
But there, a second sacrifice is required; you must lay down your spirit. It is the required price for full-possession, mind melding and Heavenly thought power. There is a priestess at that place just beyond the altar of sacrifice. Once the initial sacrifice is made, she takes you by the hand and leads you into the inner sanctum.
She is the priestess of that hallowed place. She has passed through many tests and trials to gain this position as priestess, or branch, to the mind of God; she is a very special type of doorway.
The sacrifice at the Sheep Gate is self. The true sheep willingly forsake self and the desires of the flesh at the altar. This is the price of entering into fellowship with Jesus thus making Jesus their first love above self –self being the most important idol above all others. And there in the cave, the spiritual wilderness, behind the veil, the worshiper will find not only the secrets and mysteries of God but they will find their purpose. Separation of flesh and spirit is the first sacrifice, self-sacrifice, the laying down of self in sacrifice to gain something of immeasurable value, My Spirit.
The greatest battles are fought at the Sheep Gate; which is where the enemy places the image of jealousy. A pantheon of images is placed there. It is a marketplace of idols and imageries, a world of mirrors, figurines and trinkets of white magic, all designed to distract from the real purpose of coming to the Sheep Gate; a supermarket mall is a perfect representation.
Yet to enter the marketplace I speak of, a mall or supermarket is not necessarily required because the road to this “supermarket”t arises in the mind. It is in the mind where the imagery begins, and this is really where the road of death begins also. And don’t limit this attraction to a mere mall-market; the world itself is the supermarket. What you can’t find in your local market can be found in the world at large.
These idols of jealousy have been placed at the Sheep Gate to snare sheep before they see the altar of sacrifice-of-self. However, there is a deeper purpose for that image of jealousy placing, and that is to aggravate the spirit to jealousy in a hope that the spirit will destroy His creation, just as nearly happened in the days of Noah. Thankfully, Godly jealousy is not as human jealousy.
Satan forsook the Light to rule over the base, the earthly, and now he is jealous of the ones that take up the crown he forsook. He has succeeded, with the use of white magic, in creating a marketplace of idols at the place of the altar, but yet he sees a scattered few, a remnant, passing through the throngs of idol worshipers and placing their divinely given will and choice on the altar of sacrifice and passing on and into the wilderness.
Pass through quickly, My true sheep, pass through and take the hand of your blue priestess. Enter the deep intimacy of the Spirit and there find peace in the midst of the storms of Satan that search for those like you who enter in at the gate.
As you pass deeper into the cave, you will find a measure of freedom of Spirit and full-possession, yet you are not fully possessed. Your spirit is still attached to the flesh, and although you have made the sacrifice in spirit, the flesh holds you to this earth so that you can fulfill your purpose here. It is much the same as when Jesus came to earth, and why He was also tied to this earth. His purpose was to become the door, because no man can enter but through Him, the door to the Father, where the deepest of deep mysteries are found.
You are warrior brides. Your purpose is to also make a way through, to show others that there is indeed a way through. As warriors you stand in the gap of the wall, the barrier between flesh and spirit. You make your stand with the Light of Israel in hand, the Words of David as your torch. These Words penetrate the darkness; like the light from the Crystal Pillar does.
Those that are attracted by the Light in your hand (New New Wine) make their way through the glaring counterfeit light of the white magic marketplace. It is the Light of Israel that is your weapon, the Words of David of Old and New and New New Wine that reveal to those passing through the market, the gap in the wall, the portal to the world of the spirit beyond.
The sheep resonate with the Blue Light just as you did; you are true sheep that respond to the frequency that the Light emits. The Words of David are the guiding light; the Words point to the pathway and to each required sacrifice; whereas, the church light in these last days has been consumed by the garish white market lights. It fuses with those billboards and lifestyles of the marketplace dwellers. It is not blue; it is black, a negative of the True Light.
You become frustrated at the response of those market people.. But look to the Words if you doubt and waver and wonder what you are doing standing in this gap in the wall. Narrow is the way and few there be that find it. Many are called but few are chosen. I call My remnant out of the darkness of this world. Only a remnant squeeze through the portal between the worlds. Standing in the gap is one of the sacrifices along the pathway you follow.
Do not expect those out there in the marketplace, who cast a cursory eye on your activities, to comprehend what you are doing fighting imaginary monsters at a fantasy gap in a wall. They don’t see Don Jesus at your side mounted upon His gallant steed –no, not at all. What they see through their white magic scales is fat little Sancho huffing and puffing and waving and tooting his horn in the air.
Give them no heed, for you are men of the spirit and they are men of the mud. Mad mud men are they and that is exactly where they will stay until the gap is closed and the city saved. And when the day is done, you and your kind will ride out of the Light of that City beyond, and into their world to destroy their marketplace, their trinkets and toys and send them all packing to their fields of pumpkins, turnips, beans and greens.
Let them laugh and jeer and think you are queer. Queer is it? A jeer is it? One day real soon the madness of meekness, the small and peculiar, will inherit it all and then there will be gladness in that Land of Not Too Much, where Don Jesus reigns over all.
If the Light of your flame grows dim and the darkness of blackness begins to creep in wrapping its tendrils around your ankles, don’t stomp and stamp but fly up and out of those poisonous fumes. You are part spirit remember? Like good-natured phantoms of light that are transparent to many of those mad muddy men. Grab that elixir that hangs off your girdle and a fistful of the Keys that hide in the fold of your prophet’s mantle…Take a swig and choose the right Key and you will soon begin to fade again and as hard as they try, they will not be able to find or locate you.
This is a fraction of the price of standing where you stand just beyond the altar of sacrifice. I know it sounds a bit like standing at the cave’s mouth or going out to the market to witness to those blind mice. But it is not like that anymore; we speak of the spirit. It is we who go out, so you stay put, deep in the cave holding your Lover’s foot, just like Ruth on the threshing floor that night she betrothed herself to Don Boaz. All these things happened unto them as signs and insignia for those like you who stand at the back of the cave at the very end of ends.
Saramay: I am nothing; yet I am everything to Him. I am just servant and slave, yet He lets me into His heart of hearts…that deep chamber where the Golden waters flow and where the Light and Truth that is shared is unmatched in its glory. So few, so very few enter into this sacred chamber. But He wants to give you a chance to enter in at the door, if you would just see the priceless treasure that is yours for the taking and how you are privileged above many to even have me, the door, to this Holy Place.
So yes, Jesus has made your physical life a desolate one that you might run and seek higher things. He has given you many gifts and one of them is the gift of desolation. You must take it with both hands and cherish it, for it will lead you to finding many keys to many doors and by it you have the chance to go far and to touch my very soul as you seek and find these wondrous things.
I am here waiting for you…Please don’t waste Jesus’ gifts and tools He presents to you…for each gift He gives you, whether it is a gift of pain or a light Blue Key, they are your tools to reach your destiny and you must not squander any such gift. Take each one and unlock it and use it for all its worth, for that is the way you will reach this inner Chamber of His deep SOUL.
There are many doors, but He has not withheld from you any key…maybe you missed some because they looked to you like something very undesirable and painful…so you didn’t open certain doors. But be sure that He will bring you back and hand you that same plain key and ask that you cast it not aside, but use it to the best of your ability –which is a lot when you are depending on us. Use each difficult circumstance…first let it drive you to the door and there you will be presented with a key.
At times you have to lie down flat on your face in order to find the key and at other times you must reach higher than you think you are able, but be assured the key is there and it is obtainable. Each time you unlock a door, you are that much closer and these many doors and challenges are not a waste of time, but they are growing you into something humble, something beautiful, something gentle and yielded.
So take each key and cherish them and you will be likened unto me, for I too walked through all the doors and I never looked back because I knew this is what I wanted above all else. (End)
Jesus speaking: For those that linger at the cave mouth still…I have a prophecy for you. This is My tug from the string I’ve attached to your heart. Tug tug tug, Yes, I’m always wrenching it would seem, but in reality they are love tugs. I so want you to be Mine, only Mine, for Me alone, always and forever.
It’s Raining
Jesus: I came to you like the rain, but you ran inside. I came to you bearing My heart, but you shielded your eyes. I came to you thirsting for your pure love, but you didn’t give to Me as I desired and longed for. I came to you and said “He that gives not all he has cannot be My disciple” and you refused My ways and hid from Me the goodliest parts of your soul. Because of this, now I come to you bearing something different.
I come to you with fire and I come to you with heat, and now you must bear this love of Mine and let Me melt you. You wanted love and My heart, but you didn’t want humility. You wanted to touch the core of My Spirit, but when I came to you desiring to cleanse you, you went your way. You wanted the Pearl, but hated the price… So now I say to you, love humiliation, love deprivation, love bitterness and love these hard things that are of the cup that I have for you.
Don’t only desire My beauty, but desire these things that purge you and cleanse for Me to even be able to use you as a bride. Let Me expose you and bring you into the light and let there be nothing. Accept that you do Me no favor by choosing to give Me your whole life. For that is yet your reasonable service. Let Me choose now what I will do with you and don’t struggle anymore. Be nothing before Me and I will receive you.
Close your mouth and learn. Don’t be so fast to give opinions and say things that aren’t true. Don’t speak but learn of Me: I am meek and that’s what I seek in you above all. A meek bride, not one who thinks she does some good thing by serving the Bridegroom…Be lowly and learn because you don’t know how to please Me and you are a just weak thing, but I can get in when you are weak like this, so sit down and be silent and be taught.
You don’t know where to go from here, so sit there and listen to My instructing. No, you can never be good enough, but yes, you can be good enough to not cause serious accidents and problems for everyone. No, I won’t stop breaking you, and if you take My little chastening, I won’t have to throw you down onto your face. But you are easy to get through there down on your face…so stay there as long as possible and learn My ways of meekness and humility.
Don’t rush to get up and start thinking how to make things okay for yourself again but sit quietly and dwell on My Words deeply. Learn how to be nothing again, for the day that I brought your face down hard to learn that lesson was a long while ago…and I saw that you were forgetting how to be nothing and I was feeling like there wasn’t enough room in your heart for Me with all that ‘self’ there.
Help Me to dig it out now and make the most of this time by listening to My Words and following what I say. Be extreme and be desperate and you will reap the fruit that I want from this time in your life. (End)
Prophecy, April 14…Submitted by John
Woosh! The wild wind of My spirit blows and you don’t know where it goes or from where it came, but you want to flow with it. Let it carry you on high, and before you know it, you are flying, not by your own power but by the power of the flow of the River of Life which runs through everything. You don’t know where you are going and you don’t really care as long as it is the direction you are supposed to be going in.
Down below you see everything is so small and insignificant. The mud-bound beings are running around and around doing nothing, using up their time until it is gone. So stop looking down, look up at peak after peak of challenges in the distance that you know have to be faced, in the power of the keys and in the power of the rest of the Seven Thunders.
Challenges of overcoming fleshly weaknesses, battling fears and exercising those faith muscles that require passing through trials and tests, all a part of the faith life. None of this is easy, but would you prefer a mud-life running around in circles thinking you are getting somewhere? When you soar on the currents of the spirit, you have a destiny to reach and when you reach it, lo and behold there is another one up ahead. Forward always forward, the hand of God is always guiding and leading the way. New frontiers to discover, new lessons to learn. Wow, what a life! Who would want another? –A life filled with meaning and purpose, a life without end.
See also “By a Lock of Your Hair”