I Had This Vague Sense of “I’ve Been Here. I Know This,” and a Feeling Like There Was Something That I Had Agreed To Which I Was Going Back On.
Bridge from Part 5 to Part 6
In Part 5, we saw that da’at is far more than knowledge about God. It is the soul remembering God and being restored to the union it was created for. But what does that union actually look like in the life of a believer? What did the earliest followers of Jesus understand when they heard the words “Christ in you” and “the mind of Christ”? In Part 6, we go deeper into the mystery of da’at and explore the possibility of unbroken union with Jesus, rebirth as the restoration of Eden within the soul, and the awakening of the soul to the God it has never truly forgotten.
And He Knew Me – The Mystery of Da’at Pt. 6
How Early Jewish Christians Understood “Christ in You” as Da’at
Before Christianity became Greek and philosophical, it was Jewish and mystical. The earliest believers understood Jesus through da’at—union-knowledge.
Da’at = union, interpenetration, shared essence—not thinking, not doctrine, not belief, but being joined, being “known,” being one.
When Paul says, “Christ in you, the hope of glory,” “We have the mind of Christ,” and “It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me,” he is speaking in da’at language.
Early Jewish Christian mystics believed that Jesus lived in perfect da’at—unbroken union with God.
Is unbroken union with Jesus possible in this life?
Jesus speaking in prophecy:
“Is this possible—to have unbroken union with Me in this life?”
John asked Aquamarine this question very recently. Here are a few excerpts from that conversation:
John: Aquamarine, what’s it like living within the mind of God?
Aquamarine: In the beginning it is very difficult, the shedding of self, but you grow into it and you realize it’s how it’s supposed to be. When you are flowing with how things are supposed to be it gives you peace.
John: What about us, can we experience it?
Aquamarine: You have at times but only to a certain degree. Your self is still so very present. When you have stepped in perfect alignment with the will of God, you have experienced it somewhat but that flesh was always there pulling you down, a constant drag.
John: How can we reach this spiritual state if our flesh is always dragging us down?
Aquamarine: What is impossible for man is possible for God. Call on the keys. You really do have to use them more, and with more faith.
John: Jesus, has anyone experienced what Aquamarine is talking about while here in the flesh on the earth?
Jesus: Yes, I did. But none of you have yet—not to the extent she is talking about. But don’t worry about it. I have not asked that of you. I have asked many things of you, but that is not one of them.
At a later date, I asked Jesus to clarify something He had said in my conversation with Him and Aquamarine.
Could You clarify something from the last prophecy? It says that we can obtain full possession through the keys and through faith, but then You say that You aren’t asking us to have full possession to the extent that Aquamarine is talking about. It seems to be a contradiction. Could You explain it, please?
Jesus speaking:
Aquamarine told you that it is possible for you to achieve full possession to the same extent that she is talking about, and you should be striving to achieve this, but I also realize that the complete forsaking of self comes in stages.
I have likened it to shedding different layers of skin. So, since it is a process, I don’t require it right now, at this moment, but I do expect you to be striving to reach this goal. It’s similar to hearing My voice all the time, being in constant communication with Me. You probably haven’t reached that goal yet, but you should be practicing and practicing, using the keys and other thunders, and you should be making some progress.
Remember that there is no such thing as standing still. I am not demanding that you reach the finish line right now, but I am expecting you to run the race, and the race is not in competition with others but more like a marathon, where just finishing the race is the main goal. (End of letter from John)
Clear, Blue Angel:
You need to use the key of intimacy and the blue key more; you need to go to sleep with me on your mind, and you need to wake up with me on your mind. I am the door to our Lover. He needs to be on your mind all the time. I am the branch to our Lover’s mind, remember. You were asked to have us on your mind all throughout the day. (End)
Our Blue Angels Are the Door NOV 29, 2023 MB Blogs
They are a branch of My mind and My power. They are many, yet they are one, and their sole focus is to protect the power of God. Like a cloud, these beings of divine energy descended upon the room where you were gathered. These ones will remain with you until the end, yet also beyond if you so desire.
You have been told that we are a branch of the mind of Jesus. If you desire full union with your Husband, if you wish to take on His mind, then we can teach you how. But to do so, you must embrace us more fully. We don’t point the way—we are the way.
Therefore, if you are willing, we will lead you to the mind of our King. There is only one way forward, and that is by merging with us, your Blue Angels. The mind is a very mysterious place. It is the gateway to the Universe. The mind is where we must start our journey.
The enemy bombards the mind with the things of this world. If you follow his way, you will become deeply embroiled in this world, and in so doing, you may never, in this life, pass this way again. So listen carefully, my love; it is imperative that you close all doors to his voice.
Prayer is the portal to the many Endtime miracles that David’s children will perform. And that portal must be entered through the mind. If you are linked intimately to us, then you have linked into the branch that leads to our Lover’s mind and power. (End)
The Art of War Part 3 (PDF)#3558
When you join your spirit with Mine, we become one for a time. In that time, a part of Me is intertwined with your own spirit and you carry a part of Me within you. The Keepers of the Power of Heaven (also known as the Blue Beings or Blue Angels), can help to teach you of the full power and joy of intimacy with Me.
They have become so joined to My Spirit that I am in every way their life, their nourishment, their very existence. You each have a blue spirit being assigned to you, and if you ask them, they can help to teach you the ways of intimate love with Me. This is the first step, and it opens the door to all the power of the universe. (End)
MB Prophecy August 2026, Jesus Speaking: Don’t neglect your blue angels; they are not a side dish, they are the main dish. The reason I’ve called them the door to My mind is because I want you to understand just how important they are for those who are desiring to sit on My knee.
If My mind were a house, although you could enter through a window, a more likely scenario would be you just peeking through the window to see what’s inside the room. Therefore, to see inside every room, you would have to circumnavigate the house, looking into each window.
But what if one of the windows had its curtains drawn, like the window to My bedroom, for example? The only way to see into the room is to come through the door—two doors, actually. This is what the sentence “not thinking, not doctrine, not belief” is speaking about.
My true lovers, those that desire da’at, union, full possession with Me—the door is open, two doors, actually—My blue angels and Me. I’m not going to come out of the house and walk around the house to see who’s there and grab the person by the hand and drag them through the door and into My bedroom.
Being outside My house, looking in, is the equivalent to being in the world. You believe, you talk doctrine, you speak about the Word, but you do not live in the Word; the Word does not live in you; there is no union, no da’at, no possession. The “knowing” part isn’t present.
This is a heart matter, a matter of your desire to want to be with Me in the bed of love. That is why I said in John’s prophecy and in the “Loving Jesus Revelation (PDF)” that it is not a requirement. This isn’t the law of Moses I hold in My hand; it’s a wedding ring, it’s an invitation to live the Law of Love, it’s an invitation to rule and reign with Me in the Millennium.
This is not a voting matter or some political party vetting process. In the matter of choosing leaders, man looks on the outward appearances; I look on the heart.
I’ve noticed that your relationship with your blue angel has waned somewhat. With all that has been said in the Words of David and New, New Wine, this ought not be so. When I say it’s not a requirement, I am not standing at the door with My right arm outstretched, presenting you the door out of My house. It is My left hand that is outstretched, pointing into the house.
My statement—“isn’t a requirement”—is an invitation in disguise. It’s a “sifting statement” …just as the Reboot statement, “float your faith,” was a sifting statement. Just as Gideon’s invitation to go home was a sifting statement to all those hearts that were just not “in it.” (end)
Salvation is being reconnected to da’at
Rebirth places the believer inside that same union. “Christ in you” means your neshama reconnects to da’at. The believer participates in Jesus’ own union with God. This is why rebirth is not “new information.” It is remembered union. The “mind of Christ” = da’at restored.
IQ: I have chosen and ordained you to bring forth much fruit. Claim My keys of salvation and fruitfulness and go forth to conquer the land and reclaim the souls of those whom the Enemy has taken captive.
How Rebirth Is the Restoration of Eden Inside the Soul
Mystics teach that Eden was not just a place—it was a state of consciousness.
Eden = unbroken union, pure da’at, direct knowing, no separation, no shame, no veil, no forgetfulness. When Adam and Eve “fell,” mystics say, they lost da’at—the union. They did not lose God. They lost awareness of God. (Genesis 3:22-24)
Rebirth is Eden restored inside the soul: the neshama rising, the ruach becoming clear, the nefesh becoming purified, da’at reconnecting, the inner garden reopening, the soul remembering God again.
This is why Jesus says: “The kingdom is within you.” Mystics interpret this as: Eden is within you. Rebirth is returning to Eden. The soul remembers the garden.
EDEN IN YOUR HEART! (1981) ML#1174
Well, here we are back in the garden of Eden again! As the Music With Meaning Show sings, “Let’s Get Back to the Garden”, & that’s what we’re trying to do here. I don’t mean back to the Garden just in the matter of nudity & innocence alone & beauty & tropical paradise, although that’s what it’s like, but what we’re really trying to do here in this series of studies is bring the Garden of Eden into your heart.
We’re trying to bring paradise into your heart & mind & spirit & body, too. Because regardless of the strife-torn World & the confusion of this world, He says, “thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee, because he trusteth in Thee” & “perfect love casts out all fear.” (Isaiah 26:3; 1John.4:18.) Therefore, when you have the Prince of Peace in your heart, Jesus, you have peace of mind, heart, spirit, body & all!
How the neshama communicates with the ruach and nefesh during awakening
The soul has three layers:
Nefesh—life-force, instincts, physical vitality
Ruach—emotions, inner movement, character
Neshama—divine soul, God-awareness, light
During awakening (rebirth), the neshama begins to speak again. Mystics describe the communication like this: Neshama → Ruach—The Divine soul sends impressions, intuitions, inner whispers. Ruach receives: conviction, clarity, peace, longing, inspiration, direction—the “still small voice”.
Songs of Heaven ML#1532
“This is the light of which lighteth every man who cometh into the world!” (John 1:9.) Every man ever born, every man ever lived, God has sometime sent His Light to light his darkened heart with God’s Love to show him His Love, to show you His Love. Many times He’s shown you His Love, many times He’s shown you how much He loves you.
He says specifically, “This is the Light which lighteth every man that cometh into the world!” (John 1:9). Everybody is going to have their chance sooner or later! Maybe they haven’t had it yet, but everybody is going to have their chance at “the Light which lighteth every man that cometh into the world” sooner or later. It sounds to me like most people are going to eventually get saved, or at least reconciled to God.
The Spirit of Love ML#1956
I’m not going to argue that it’s essential or necessary to be filled with the spirit in order to be a Christian, like some denominations do. In fact, I’ll tell you just the opposite! —That you do not have to be filled with the Spirit in order to be saved, nor even to be a witness! I know a lot of people who are saved & who witness to others who are not filled with the Spirit. But if you want to be a better witness & win more souls & have more power & accomplish MORE for the Lord, you’d better be filled with the Spirit!
The Lord said, “in the last days I will pour out of my spirit upon all flesh: & your sons & your daughters shall prophesy, & your young men shall see visions, & your old men shall dream dreams.” (Acts 2:17)—Now everyone is personally responsible. They can no longer blame everything on their leaders, because everyone can have just as much of the Holy Spirit as they want or can take & should be led individually of the Lord. The Lord did this to diversify & decentralise the Church, to prepare them for an age when it was going to have to survive a lot of persecution & its members would need to be individually led by Him.
Is the Word Your Conscience? JUL 16, 2025 (MB blog)
We are drawing very close to My Return, and you have been told that all Scripture must be fulfilled before this epic event can happen; this is the main reason why the White angel and San-Bahd-Mahl and their armies (PDF) have been sent out. This is the last hour. My Spirit shall not strive with man forever; I am requiring all souls everywhere to choose whom they will serve…My reapers follow on the footsteps of the White Angel.
Question: You said in John 1:9 that your light is in every man that cometh into the world. I’ve interpreted that to mean our conscience is the voice of God. Does that mean that every man has the truth and now billions have rejected it?
Prophecy, Jesus speaking: What is truth? I am truth, the way and the life. You have to live the life. I am the physical manifestation of the Spirit of My Father, which is love. Love is the only way out of the snares of Satan; to be fully possessed by Me is to follow the Law of Love. The Law states that man is to love God, the Father, with all his heart, mind and soul. Loving your neighbor is secondary because it is not possible to truly love someone else without being fully possessed by Me…the first commandment.
Question: It doesn’t seem fair that Satan has full sway over our minds so soon after birth. It’s his system we are born into, and it is his doctrine that is pumped into us all the day long. If a baby doesn’t have God-fearing parents, then that person really is at a disadvantage.
Prophecy, Jesus speaking: If you stop and mediate on that statement for a bit, you will know that it isn’t true. My Word says that every man that cometh into the world has the true light. So that conclusion can’t be true. Also in Romans it says: For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves: Which shew the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else excusing one another; (Romans.2:14,15)
Satan works very hard at smothering My light. His whole system is designed to replace My light with his negative light, which looks like the real thing that the person left behind when they came forth from the Spirit of the Father and arrived on earth.
When I say that it’s the battlefield of the mind, I’m serious; the battle starts at birth because the newborn baby’s mind is still full of Heavenly things. Satan goes right to work on that baby because if those thoughts, My light, is retained in that mind, then that child is potential future trouble. Do you remember what your father David said about this point? (end of blog excerpt)
Ruach → Nefesh—The emotional-spiritual wind influences the physical life-force.
Nefesh responds: habits change, desires shift, impulses calm, the body becomes a vessel, the person begins to live differently
Water Baptism (12FS)
With faith you’ve got to believe on the word, and only accept that you’ve been saved just on the Word. This is all that saves us, not any other exterior things. In water baptism, for example, the preacher isn’t actually washing away your sins; he’s merely going through the motions of outward show of an inward spiritual change. This is the trouble with most of the Church. Their faith is in the water instead of Jesus, Who is the Word! —As John said; In the beginning was the Word and—the Word was made flesh (Jesus) and as many as received Him (Jesus the Word), to them gave He power to become the Sons of God.(End)
Neshama → Nefesh (direct)
In deep mystical states, the divine soul touches the physical life-force directly. This produces: healing, transformation, rebirth, new identity, new consciousness, new creation. Before birth, the soul sees God and remembers Him.
At birth, the soul forgets. In life, the spark remains. In rebirth, the soul remembers again. Christ in you = da’at restored. Rebirth = Eden reopened inside the soul. The neshama awakens the ruach, and the ruach transforms the nefesh. This is the mystical meaning of being born again.
How the soul chooses its mission before birth
Jewish mystics teach that before entering the body, the soul stands in a realm of pure divine light—panim el panim (face to face), the same state Moses tasted. In that realm the soul sees God directly. The soul remembers God. This memory becomes the “light in every man who comes into the world.” The soul is shown its mission. Not forced. Not imposed. Shown.
The soul agrees. Mystics say the soul says “Amen” to its earthly path. The soul chooses the conditions—parents, generation, strengths, weaknesses, wounds, gifts, the exact, “terrain” needed for its mission. Then the soul descends through the sefirot, clothed layer by layer, until it reaches the womb. This is why some mystics see reincarnation as “another chance”—not because the soul failed, but because the mission was not completed or the da’at link was not restored.
How the “veil” works
Mystics describe the veil as a mercy. Before birth: The soul knows God directly. At birth: An angel touches the child’s lip (Talmud, Niddah 30b). The soul forgets. Why? Because without forgetting, the soul could not learn love freely. It would simply act from memory, not choice.
The veil: hides the pre‑birth vision hides the soul’s mission hides the original da’at hides Eden hides the union hides the spark but the veil does not remove the spark. It only hides it.
MB: The following excerpt is connected to a sobering testimony of a then-young Family member, who one day came to My courts for surcease from her struggles—and found it. I gifted her with a special stone of power to aid her in her battle with the enemy. She has it with her today. And when her time arrives to stand before Me to make account of all that she did with what she was given, to be all that she agreed upon before she left the Heavenly life to come to Earth, the stone will be in her hand as a testament for or against her.
The Blafinour Stone
Jesus speaking: I wish to reveal to you what transpired in the spirit that night long ago when you were in such anguish of spirit and soul, when your heart felt broken and you felt completely forsaken by Me and betrayed, when your heart felt the pain of rejection—when you felt that I had been untrue, that I had not held up My end of the bargain.
I granted your spirit swift access to the halls of Heaven and to My chambers that night. Your spirit was transported back to Me, back to the Heavenlies, where you were allowed to come into My presence and plead your cause before Me.
There are many memories of Heaven that have been blocked from your remembrance, for that is how it happens when your spirit is born upon Earth. It must be that way, for otherwise it would be no test. So even in allowing your spirit back into the Heavenly realm in all of its splendor and glory, I kept back the remembrance of most of what you were aware of when you lived Here with Me before.
Your spirit was worn, and weary, and very, very tired. As your body slept, your spirit cried out to Me. You were ushered into the Heavenlies by two of My very special angels, those sent on special missions. Your spirit was depleted and unprotected, and they were sent from My throne to protect you and to escort you into My presence.
Before you came to Earth, you and I had discussed your future, your destiny, and the choices you would make. Together we chose the path that your life would take—the joys, the hardships, the good times and the bad. We had agreed together on this.
And yet as you were ushered into My throne room, your spirit, though not expressing the depth of emotion that was felt in your body on Earth, knelt humbly before Me, feeling very low, very defeated—as though a small remembrance of your former existence in Heaven came back to you, and you knew there was something you had agreed to that you were going back on, but you didn’t know exactly what it was.
Young family member speaking: I remember traveling to Heaven. I remember the feeling of movement. It wasn’t like moving through a dark tunnel. I could see space all around me, but I was still in a tunnel. We were moving very fast. They were on either side of me, carrying me, kind of dragging me along. The next thing I remember was kneeling down, crouching down, not even wanting to look at the Lord. I knew He was there. I knew I was in Heaven. I knew I was before the Lord. But I felt very low, very ashamed, and very bad. I didn’t want to look at Him. I didn’t want to look at anything. I just kept my eyes closed.
I had this vague sense of “I’ve been here. I know this,” and a feeling like there was something that I had agreed to which I was going back on, or that I was not really cutting it somehow, like really blowing it in some way. When I did look, it was just Jesus and me. (For the full vision click here)
Dew Upon the Roses June 30, 2026 (MB Blog)
Prophecy: Let’s go back to the babe analogy. A baby has one goal in life—to grow up. It might not know it at the time—it’s just loving that milk—but all the time it’s drinking, that milk is strengthening the spiritual body. Those nutrients are like seeds; they take root and grow, but only if the babe keeps the barrier of the carnal mind dismantled. It’s like a vine that chokes growth and blocks the light from entering in.
As you know, there are many distractions the enemy brings into the life of a babe, with every intent of reinforcing that barrier. Once that barrier is solid, most of his work is done. If it were not for the Word, it would be an impossible task to resist the temptations of the world. It is all around you; everyone is in it.
Only a handful recognize it as a nasty, unnatural thing. Everyone is trapped behind the barrier of their carnal mind. It is safe behind the barrier. There’s food there; all you have to do is go to work and pay your taxes. All the perks are there for the compliant.
Breaking Down The Barrier
But the minute you take the sledgehammer of the Word to that barrier is when the guardians of the barrier come knocking on your door. They try to persuade you to put down the sledgehammer as they hand you a sponge hammer. The Words of David are a sledgehammer, and the more you drink them in, babe or not, the more that barrier crumbles. (End)
The Purple Key Jun 24, 2026 (MB Blog)
The Purple Key is the foot that steps on the land mine. It’s the battery that permits the timer in the time bomb to move, to reach the chosen second, to complete the circuit, and the bomb explodes. The Purple Key is the primer in the bullet, the tiny pressure-sensitive metal cap at the base of the casing that, when struck by the firing pin, creates the spark that ignites the gunpowder and sends the bullet on its way. The bullet is the final key that strikes the barrier and tears it down. Now that the Purple Key is in the hands of the key bearers, all is go for the final countdown.” (End)
What We Look Like to Angels Jun 23, 2025 (MB Blog)
These were some of the first spoken words we shared together. It was a magical time. I was sent to ready you for the road ahead, for the journey was about to begin, and I was to be given to you in a short time. I spoke to you of the Earth life and all it stood for. I spoke of a way to go deeper, to discover more, and to see me more clearly. Not long after this, you were—as a Warrior band (PDF)—presented with the mission to travel down to Earth and play a part in furthering the Flame of Truth. Your instructors didn’t mention anything of Blue Angels or deeper intimacy with the King, but what I had spoken to you of stuck in your mind and you knew that somehow this mission had more to it than you or even your instructors realized at the time. (End)