What We Look Like to Angels

April 12-15, 2025.

Azoria, Blue Angel: We shared a bond, you and I, before this mission. In the Higher Realms I knew you and you knew me, but it was more of a formal relationship. It’s hard for those in Heaven to grasp the meaning of the Blue Angels. It’s quite like what Father David experienced in his dream, the Green Door. When he would look at certain beings from certain angles, they would go hazy and even vanish all together.

It’s like that for a lot of people up Here. They can’t see us in certain ways. They just don’t understand; their Keyes haven’t been opened to our reality yet, so we seem to shift in and out of their view and understanding. It was the same for you. Though it didn’t bother you at the time; you were one who could easily put things on the “shelf of faith”, so you just went on and didn’t really think on it too much.

At the time, we were just the mysterious beautiful girls that you caught glimpses of—usually near the King, leaning or resting on Him. Though it did make you wonder. You were Warrior Band (PDF); you were close to Jesus. He was more than just a friend to you. Yet, when seeing us, it planted a seed in your heart, and you thought to yourself, “Do I really know Him?

Who are these girls…? Where do they come from and why can’t I hold their image?” This was His intention, of course, to bring you higher and closer. He opened your eyes to see us, because He saw that you wanted more. He put that hunger in you and through us He was drawing you closer to His heart. Do you remember the first time you really saw me? You were in our secret place; well it wasn’t ours then, but it was to be.

There you were, sitting in the fields (Video) with the flowers as the wind blew. And as you sat there, a silken cloth of shimmering blue flew by. You followed it with your eyes as it glided up and up higher into the sky of Heaven. You really watched it for some time; I was standing there waiting for you to look down again for quite a while.

Azoria: “Hi.”

Me: “Uhm.. Who.. who are you?”

Azoria: “Oh, nobody.”

Me: “You’re…nobody?”

Azoria: “I’m also anybody, if you get my meaning?”

Me: “I think so. This is a bit of a strange way to introduce one’s self.”

[I remember a slight smile played across your mouth, as you seemed to be reminiscing on the word “self”]

Azoria: “This is a special place. You never know who you might meet out here.”

Me: “Are you one of the girls I’ve seen with the King at times? Why can’t I see you clearly? And, who are you?”

These were some of the first spoken words we shared together. It was a magical time. I was sent to ready you for the road ahead, for the journey was about to begin, and I was to be given to you in a short time. I spoke to you of the Earth life and all it stood for. I spoke of a way to go deeper, to discover more, and to see me more clearly.

Not long after this, you were—as a Warrior band (PDF)—presented with the mission to travel down to Earth and play a part in furthering the Flame of Truth. Your instructors didn’t mention anything of Blue Angels or deeper intimacy with the King, but what I had spoken to you of stuck in your mind and you knew that somehow this mission had more to it than you or even your instructors realized at the time.

*May 06, 2025…”Self”

Prophecy: Everybody is too concerned about self; it’s hard to find someone that isn’t…Someone who has given self into My care. Self is always thinking about itself, always trying to be first in line for everything. Self is so consuming.

Many of the fallen angels collapsed inwardly because of their self-love, and having worshiped the creature, Lucifer, more than the Creator. Hermes was supposed to be a messenger of the gods. He sounds a bit like the angel Gabriel, but in character he was more like a fallen angel who was the messenger of Satan.

Hermes was not just a messenger, but he was also the god of thieves, a cunning, deceitful, greedy fellow. He was the father of Pan, a half-goat, half-man creature, and Hermaphrodites a fellow who was so in love with himself that he became both a man and a woman. (JTG (PDF))

So you see, the more a person thinks about self, the more their world collapses. Like fallen angels, they begin to collapse inwardly until there comes a time that they become as those angels your father David spoke of in “Black Stars” (PDF)

David: Some stars then are actually spirits. And there are positive & negative stars. This is exactly what science is finding out, that some of these stars have collapsed in on themselves, as though they were cursed, & some of them are still collapsing. And some of them they claim have already collapsed down to practically nothing!–fallen stars = fallen angels! (end)

Satan is collapsing, and he is taking the whole world with him, at least those that are not attached to Me through the free gift of Salvation. Listen and meditate on these words because there are only two directions a soul can go, up or down, or out or in. The self-life is a collapsing star. The angels are very powerful energy forms, but you too are an energy form, a much weaker form, but you are an energy form. Your spirit was created by God; it is a part of Him.

Genesis 2:7 And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.

WHICH WAS THERE FIRST–THE MAN OR THE LIFE? The BODY, the MAN, was there BEFORE God breathed life into it! This was not some kind of a thing that developed through the process of evolution from lower forms, but was a FULLY-FORMED MAN’S BODY, made out of the dust of the ground.

And if you know anything about science at all & chemicals & body chemistry, you know that the body is composed of a little over $3.00 worth of chemicals & about 77% water. Where did those chemicals come from?–The DUST OF THE GROUND, right out of the ground! “Dust thou art, & unto dust shalt thou return!”–Genesis 3:19.

SO THE FULLY-FORMED BODY OF ADAM LAY STRETCHED OUT THERE BEFORE GOD BREATHED INTO IT THE BREATH OF LIFE. And until that moment he was just a dead body, stone cold DEAD, not a spark of life in him! Then God breathed into his nostrils, which were already fully formed, but dead, not yet alive.

He was NOT DEVELOPED from a little bit of jelly, but was a FULLY FORMED, FULLY GROWN MAN, lying there on the ground made out of dust, mud! God breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, & Man, at last, became a living soul! Hallelujah! (The Big Lie (PDF))

Prophecy continues: Self-will is about seizing control from God…  The world calls it self-determination. It’s also called independence. By wresting control you are, in a way, unplugging your-self from the power source, and everyone knows what happens when an electrical appliance is unplugged. The more determined self becomes, the more self turns from the Pillar, the stronger becomes the pull toward that negative universe.

But this dark hand is holding on to you trying to pull you back, like two hands closing around you out of the darkness trying to pull you back it’s strange!–as long as the crystals face the light and the pillar, they seem to absorb the light, and they have strength and they glow brightly and are drawn toward it, and the darkness has no power over them you must face the light!

(The child must seek and find the favor of the father!) You dare not turn away from the light or look backward, or you seem to lose the light! As long as it faces the light, it doesn’t seem to have to exert any power itself at all, but the light gives it the power.–and as long as it faces the pillar with purpose and receives the light, it just glides right out of the darkness into the pillar!

So your only hope is facing and absorbing his light (The Word (PDF)), and glowing with his power, and this causes you to glow. It causes you to generate terrific power, which drives back the darkness and leaves you free to glide with such ease toward the light, until all are joined in one! (The Crystal Pyramid! [#0214] (PDF))

Prophecy continues: In yourself you have no power; the little bit of power that is in you is given by God. You can’t retain that power but for a short while. You are like a battery. You soon run out of power if not recharged on a daily basis. In reality everything and everyone, including Satan are obligated to God as their Source of power.

Self may deny the existence of God, but self can’t actually detach itself from God, because in truth, self is a dependent. God is essential to sustaining life. It might seem to the self-determined man that he is running on his own steam. That is what Satan would have him believe. Satan’s whole system of education is to dumb down.

It may look to carnal man like he is getting smarter, just because he can pass in trigonometry doesn’t mean anything if he is dumb to the fact that one day his battery is going to go flat and be thrown into the dust pile and his only answer to that is, “There is no God, so there is nothing after that.” He has become nothing but a dumb beast.

Psalm 39:4-5 Show me, O LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life. You have made my days a mere handbreadth (like two praying hands…pray without ceasing); the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man’s life is but a breath. Selah Psalm 49:9-10 that he should live on forever and not see decay.

For all can see that wise men die; the foolish and the senseless alike perish and leave their wealth to others. Psalm 49:19-20 He will join the generation of his fathers, who will never see the light of life. A man who has riches without understanding is like the beasts that perish. Psalm 90:5-6 Thou carriest them away as with a flood; they are as a sleep: in the morning they are like grass which groweth up.

In the morning it flourisheth, and groweth up; in the evening it is cut down, and withereth. Psalm 90:9-10, 12 For all our days are passed away in thy wrath: we spend our years as a tale that is told. The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away. So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.

Prophecy continues: Not so is the self-determined man; the only thing his-self is doing is heading for self-destruction. Rebellion is destruction of self. That is the way of the world. It can be a slow process, (batteries run down slower or quicker) and God gives many chances and opportunity to self-made man to turn around and face the light.

But eventually after many warnings and attempts at trying to turn self around, if self refuses, then the spark dies. The Law of the Spirit is, the more you try to hold, the less you end up with. (Proverbs 11:24, 25) The complete End is going to happen in about one thousand years (PDF) from now. Man is working feverishly to build his earthly utopia. Some are happy with their little house in suburbia, some want a city, and some want the world. But there is an end to all those dreams.

Then the Millennium comes and man works to beautify this world and make it into a Garden of Eden again, but again the End comes. Small-minded man isn’t seeing the full picture. If the earth and the material are so important, why does God destroy it all? It’s like this farm you boys and girls are working to maintain. You think it is about a successful farm. You struggle and strain and then give up because there is no gain. But you are like those beasts out there that do not see past the mud.

You have not yet lifted your eyes to the skies. If you did and believed, then you would be working this farm as if it were your spiritual life, which it is. You are working toward all those wonderful gifts of the spirit. But you fail to see that, for you are, in truth mud men in your outlook, which means you are spending too much time on self and looking in, and by looking in you do not see the stars; you see the whirlpool.

The Words of David have taught you a lot about self. Yet many still chose self-will over God’s will and were sucked back into the darkness, only to begin the struggle back to the light all over again. Isn’t that sad? The world has diminished quite far into that selfish universe; it is a dog-eat-dog existence, which is what self is all about, eating everything around it to get more for itself. You think I’m being extreme perhaps. If it were given to Me to take you back to the days of Creation, you may not recognize earth as the same place. That world has all but disappeared.

The promoters of worldliness and white magic call it a ladder to success. That is a twisted, distorted lie hatched to entice self into the seeming placid waters surrounding the whirlpool. Under the surface of those tranquil waters an undercurrent flows, ever so gentle, yet a lie that promises success and self-achievement. Oh dear, it is easy to get carried away with self-interest, the pull from that deadly current quickly becomes the reality and self no longer feels that other current gently tugging in the opposite direction.

So much pressure, so many forces fight against choosing the upstream struggle of the Blue Angel. That letting go of self is so difficult in this life, yet so rewarded in the next.

Yet even the deep darkness in which the evil tries to hide itself was created by the Lord. But surely the fallen angels wouldn’t survive long if God were to shut off His presence from them entirely? God has chosen to act and interact in the dimensions in which His creations dwell according to fixed limitations which in His great love and wisdom He has placed on Himself.

So although He is able to do all things, He chooses not to, so that we can make choices and have a meaningful part to play in doing what is right to restore His Kingdom. It gives those He created an opportunity to have meaningful tasks to accomplish, and to learn to trust Him, that what He has provided is sufficient for them. (JTG (PDF))

Those that follow the white magic of this world have detached themselves from the Divine Power and are attached to the falling star, the black diminishing star that is the whirlpool in this story. He is sucking, sucking, sucking all that worship the Beast. That is self. Man is the beast, and man has created the Beast and the Beast is devouring the man.

Meditation Moments 80: “SELF LIFE“

               Once I was lost

               In sin’s degradation

               And Jesus came down

               To bring me Salvation

               He lifted me up

               From sorrow and shame,

               Now I belong to Jesus.

               Not for the years

Of time alone

               But for eternity!

I believe it will be profitable to you if you’ll truly meditate on these thoughts that we bring you from our heart. And thinking of our Meditation, my mind traveled back to a day before the Second World War when we were visiting in a home in the South. The son of the family was leaving the next day for the army and we had been invited in for the farewell. “Would you like to see some of my pictures that I took on a recent trip through Canada?” the young man asked us.

And as he projected the pictures on the silver screen, I watched in amazement, For in every picture the scenery was obscured by his own image standing prominently in front of some very beautiful view. There was himself blotting out a scene in the Canadian Rockies, himself obscuring a rural scene in Quebec.

Himself so filling the picture that there was little else to be seen but self. Just filling all the pictures was himself and it was hard to find any scenery! And so it was in all his conversation: He sang a song of self, he talked a song of self. It was a sweet melody to his own ears, but it becomes very tiresome to others. Well, the pictures told a story that “self” had gone on this wonderful journey, and “self” was all he’d brought back!

The wonders of it were lost to him because he saw only himself, and felt only himself, and cared for himself; but how different the story later on! After the war we ran across this young life again as we visited the same territory. He had seen front line battle a number of times, and he had been severely wounded, his buddies had died by his side, and the chaplain he had loved so much had given his life in one sacrificial act of great courage.

And out there one day in no man’s land, impaled on a barbed wire fence, “self” died, and was buried forever. After a while we asked, “Did you bring back any pictures?” “Just a few” he said, “Would you like to see them?” And in that handful of pictures there was not one picture of himself! Self indeed had been wiped from every scene. Now, although he was a sufferer, he was active in service for others, and “self” had lost itself completely in the great needs about him. He was a sufferer indeed, and crippled severely, but never once in our visit in that home did he mention his own need, did he ever talk of his pain, or of himself. I thought of this Verse of Scripture in John 12:24,

“Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.” — It’s a strange paradox that life will come out of death. Except you die, you’ll never truly live, just as the paradox, except you give forth you can’t truly take in.

“Give and it is given unto you.” But “If you withhold more than is meet it tendeth to poverty” Luke 6:38, Proverbs 11:24,25. — These wonderful Verses teach us this lesson. And so in the end of this Verse from God’s Word, this last line: “It abideth alone” — This is the loneliness of the “self” life. If you’re not willing to die, there is this loneliness. “Except a corn of wheat fall in the ground and die, it abides alone,” this is why the “self life” is so stunted and impoverished.

The one who lives so self-absorbed and enwrapped, and self-pitying, with the idea that the whole universe revolves around them, they live the loneliest of lives, they indeed abide alone. And so many times they feel the utter futility of life. Someone has wisely said that the smallest package in all the World is a man wrapped up in himself, and that surely is true! But how different the life of a real Christian, a dedicated Christian, where self has died!

They’ve been crucified with Christ and they’ve been born again a new creature. As Paul said, “It is no longer I that live, but Christ that liveth in me.”Galatians 2:20 — No more self-absorption, no more self-motives in life, but motivated by Christ within, he loses his life in larger interests: In the wealth of satisfaction from an outpoured life.

An outpoured life instead of an ingrown life! The promise is, “If it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.” This new life, the Christ-life that has taken over, will suffer for others, it’s true, it will expend itself; It will bleed for the suffering, but oh, what a harvest of fruitfulness there is! It indeed brings forth much fruit because it has germinated into communion with others, it has germinated into fellowship with God and into a self-forgetfulness which brings rest, joy and riches eternal.

If you are suffering the loneliness of the egoist, the one whose whole world is “self,” the one who never gets away from himself, then take this Verse from God’s wonderful Word, and ask the Lord to take you out of yourself and into Him. Seek Him, yield to Christ. Yield all of self, present your body to Him a living sacrifice, as that Word says: “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, which is holy, acceptable unto God.”

And he adds, “Which is your reasonable service!” Romans 12:1– A living sacrifice that He may come in and abide, living out His Life through you until you can say with Paul, “Christ liveth in me!” And that Verse in Colossians will be fulfilled in you, “For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God.” Colossians 3:3 This is the happy life! This is the useful life, and the life that knows no real loneliness! Now with the death of self-there are heights of joy that you have never known.

Depending on the choices each of you made, you’ve either drawn closer to the Lord and His ways or pulled away. The sum of your choices has brought you to where you are today. (ML 3452:7)

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