Ishi And I…My Desire

Hosea 2:16 And it shall be at that day, saith the LORD, that thou shalt call me Ishi; and shalt call me no more Baali.

Jesus speaking: “You have no idea how satisfying your desire for Me is. I cherish every bit of your love. I gobble it up like a fainting man needs food after a long tiring journey without food and rest. Your love is My nourishment. I wouldn’t trade this for a mere apparition of a symbol of Me that curbs and takes away this deep desire, and changes it to wishing for more physical and visual manifestations. Instead I want you to seek Me in spirit and in truth. Then I can reveal Myself to you in real and deep ways, through our heart to heart, mind to mind, spirit to spirit union.
One taste of the tree of life will make all the wait worth the while. Great joy will be yours when I can lavishly reward you for every moment of faith when you held on. I am your invisible God, the one you are to worship in spirit. Those that do, will get to see the reward of their faith. You’ll find you have lost nothing by holding on in faith. Some people want a God they can hold, see, touch, and experience, like they do any other person. But a God that size is pretty small.

However, if you choose to be believe in a God that’s so big that you can’t possibly see all of Him, and can’t begin to comprehend all of His power, then when at last you get the reward of faith and get it by sight in all the ways I wish to reward you and show Myself to you, you will be very, very joyful. We’ll have the best time together, far better than you could ever have had by simply having a vision or spiritual visitation. I’ll see to it that all your wildest dreams come true in all the best ways. I will satisfy you, if you let yourself crave Me now. Satisfy Me now through your craving, and when the time is right I will enjoy giving to you great satisfaction.”

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“We haven’t met with unrestrained passion in a while. I’ve had too much messing with my mind and feelings. But after a time of prayer and hearing from You, You beckoned me to leave aside all my troubles, all that is hindering our meeting in personal and passionate ways. It always takes a huge step of humility. This time being no different, I plunged in promptly. You love and draw nigh to the humble. There I was with You again, and most importantly, You with me. It’s far-out what I can enjoy—things that don’t exist on earth, and certainly nothing that I have partaken of before, in flesh or spirit. But You know just what to show and offer me. As I began to kiss Your neck, to taste, it, to kiss by Your ear, I saw then that Your neck had rising golden bubbles going up and up it, like when wine and drink is alive. It was the wine of Your words. They were in your belly as rivers of living water, and the air it was letting off, the potent, intoxicating air bubbles of gold were coming up Your throat and in to Your mouth. They looked so beautiful. I wanted that powerful stuff. I wanted the wine of Your Word, and wanted to kiss You so I could taste it, and breathe in the air of the powerful wine of God. It was even more powerful to take a whiff of that and breathe it in deeply, holding it in my bosom, than wine on Earth is. I just wanted to kiss you so I could partake of the wine of Your Spirit. And were You ever so desirable. All I wanted was to be insatiable. I just want to want You more and more and for eternity. You sent Your wine directly in to me, deep inside to fill my whole being. Just a sip that was felt in my personal being made me want more and more. All I wanted is You, and You to fill me, with more and more of Your wine, your Spirit, Your Word which is spirit. I feel like we just barely started…”

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