More from the “Seeds of David”: Ancydea
I know you are hurting, Darling. We all are. But it’s a pain that will pass. We’ll light up again and fly high with new joys before time is up. Be glad you have time left on your hands. And if you feel you are broken in too many ways to get those wings to fly again, then just run; run with all your might, and He’ll renew your strength. Before too long, the wind might just catch your wings and straighten them out again, and even if you can’t flap them hard and fast yet, the wind under your wings will hold you up and get you buoyed up and gliding.
Wounds are hard to recover from, but take heart and know that not one bit of the suffering and pain of the current situation is going to be wasted. It’s going to be milked for the most it can, and bring back good into your life.
No, darling, you didn’t fail—you are still in the game and still doing your best, even if “best” doesn’t look as shiny as you’d like it to be. You did your best under enormous challenges and tight circumstances. But just because you didn’t reach your ideal goals doesn’t mean you didn’t do what you were mean to do.
You see so many failures, so many broken tools that you tried to use. So many plants that just didn’t grow like you were hoping they would. It’s going to be a tough fight now. Nothing about it is easy. Prayer is going to see you through. Prayer and a bit of perspiration. … Be brave. You really can’t tick every box and feel like a winner in all things.
But did you hear from Jesus about something today? And did you put into practice at least one or two things that He asked of you in the past little while, to the best of your ability? Good Darling. Your heart is right, even if your hands and feet can’t work and run as fast as you’d wish, and not as many “priorities” are tended to each day. Be brave. It’s all going to come together like a grand, numerous piece, multi dimensional puzzle.
And we’re not over yet. There’s more to come, you’ll see. And remember too, that when you are serving the Lord, there is plenty that won’t seem right to your eyes –right now– that is. But you are not the judge. You can leave the final score up to the One who made the game.