USE THE THINGS THAT YOU EXPERIENCE TO THE FULL, FOR THEY ARE UNIQUE. NEVER AGAIN WILL YOU EXPERIENCE WHAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING NOW
Transparency Disappearing and Full Possession
October 27, Prophecy…Star, blue angel: This is the way of the Blue Angel, and at the end of this path, you will only desire Jesus. You have heard it said that our only desire is for the king, and it is true. We are empty, we are hollow, we have nothing of our former selves. We have gone down a long path of breaking and losing.
And although it sounds sad and lonely, it is in fact, the most liberating experience! This is the road we want to take you down. But when you look ahead, all you can see is a long line of breakings and losses! Yet what are you losing? All the things your flesh and carnal mind want. All these attachments and weights that keep you from entering fully into Jesus’ presence.
You don’t want these things! Trust me, you don’t want what this world can offer! … I know the spirit looks so unreal now. What is all this about? Transparency, disappearing, full-possession? Flying off a spiritual mountain, and then what? Gliding down to Earth to fulfill your destiny? It’s all too much for your carnal mind; simply because it can’t understand it.
But when you come home to Heaven, and you look back at what your life was, it will all become so very obvious what the right choices were. Nothing will be obscure or dubious then. And if you made the right choices, then you can be happy and continue with me on the never-ending, beautiful journey of discovering Jesus.
But if you listened to your carnal mind, which is telling you now that all this spiritual business is simply too hard for you, and you can never be who Jesus is asking you to be, and none of this even makes sense, and what if this isn’t even real, it sure doesn’t look real. If you heed this cynical, hopeless voice in your head, then you will be full of regret when you step into the real world.
Because it is real and you’re going to move up into it very soon. And everything you are going thru now will fade into the past, just like a dream, or a section of your life that wasn’t very pleasant, but is now gone, forever. For that’s all this life is! Just a part, a simple step, of your life in eternity! You were in Heaven before you came down here, and very soon you’ll be in Heaven again. And the life you lived here will be part of your past.
But just like you look with regret at some of the decisions you’ve made in past years, so will it be in Heaven if you pretend your real life is just a dream and this one you see now is the reality. Yet the regret you feel now over your wrong decisions is minute compared with the shame that will flood your heart if you fail this mission.
For as you know very well, how you live your life here on Earth will affect your spiritual life in Heaven and the Millennium. … Use the things you experience to the full, for they are unique. Never again will you experience what you are experiencing now. Look at your life. Look at everything you do. Pick it apart; examine every aspect of it, down to the tiniest thing.
You have three little ducks to take care of every day, they squeak and make their funny noises, and they greatly appreciate the food you give them. You also have a herd of messy, sloppy, dirty sheep to care for; and they have their share of quirks and oddities. And you have this whole farm you’re trying to keep up!
There are so many things you’re experiencing! Not to mention working with your brothers every day and all the lessons and memories you can gather out of that. All these things you do and experience every day are going to be gone forever soon. This life is going to pass away! And what will you have to show for it? What will all these experiences have done for you?
Did you grumble and drag your feet thru it all? What valuable jewels and precious gems will you have gotten out of your life to take to Heaven? The spirit is real my love, more real than you can ever imagine. Jesus is the way, this path I want to take you down, that of discovering Jesus, is the best way to spend your life.
It will make everything you experience glow! Your life will turn golden! And what I mean by that is, things won’t look so drab and boring, you won’t feel so worn and tired all the time, you won’t feel the weight of living; you will feel light and free! Your life will be full of colors!
So take my hand and let’s go down this path. You may only see darkness and more breakings up ahead, but I promise, if you can just yield, it will all turn out to be more than worth it. I love you, heart of my heart!
(Submitted by Josh)
Praise Prayer
Darling of my life, my most ardent, unfailing Husband; the one who watches out for me always, even though sometimes I say You’ve forgotten me in my most trying times; in my pain. How silly of me to say such things. You are all around me and in me and do so many wonderful things for me. Your love is never-ending and so sweet and adorable.
You have never left me alone. It was me that couldn’t see the truth in my darkness. You give me so many precious moments of joy with You when You reveal secrets and when You are finally able to open my heart and I ‘see’ what You are doing in my life. Those moments are the most wonderful highs in the spirit and mean so much to me.
They are highlights and gems of special worth. I hold them dear and soar in the spirit. They bring me back to You. They are just the best, Jesus. Thank You so much. They open my eyes to a little glimpse of what it’s all about, and they keep me going even though the way is long and slow. In these special moments, You fill me with love for You afresh and I want to please You again, love You more and do more for You.
I want to be who You want me to be. I love that Jesus. I don’t want to miss a thing, Jesus. I don’t want to miss what you are doing in my life; because if You’re doing it, then You’re doing it because I need it. You are loving Me through these difficult trials and lessons. You are doing it because You love me.
You have a plan and purpose for my life, and I need his pain to make me who You created me to be. I see that now, my Love. Thank You for enduring with me all this time and putting up with my kicking and bucking, my hesitation and resistance. You saw my heart, and You knew I didn’t want to miss anything You had for me.
Help me to not mind the painful parts but embrace all the highlights of Your love showered on me and how You are changing me and making me a better, more useful, loving vessel for You.
I don’t want to miss the melody that You’ve been singing over me, that You’ve been singing all around me.
Your touch is a wondrous surge
Your touch is a lingering kind
I’m a child reaching up; put Your hand in mine
Swing me round; I want to fly.
I don’t want to miss it.