A Lily growing out of ashes

Those who allow doubts to creep into their hearts and minds, and who do not vigorously fight to wash them away with the cleansing power of My Word will become weakened, for they chose to entertain the Devil’s lies and untruths. (ML 3452:118)

April 07, 2026

John Weaver—Spirit helping speaking: “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.” Though it appears He didn’t keep His Word, yet will I trust Him. Good test, don’t you think?

I like the challenge of trusting Him, no matter what happens. It spurs me on! He doesn’t give tests like that to just anyone. It makes me feel like I’m one of the elite troops. Take that, you measly little worm!

Let’s just take it from here and keep on going—full steam ahead! Let’s not let a bend in the road freak us out. This is not the first bend in the road we’ve experienced. When the going gets tough, the tough get going. What else can I say?

MB: Jesus speaking in prophecy: There was, and still is, only two choices—Me or Mammon. I made it crisp and clear how to follow Me. It’s right there in the Bible: lay not up for yourselves treasures on earth, but lay up for yourselves treasures in Heaven.

If you don’t like the way I operate, if you think I say one thing and do another, and then turn around and tell you that it’s My prerogative as your Husband to run My household the way I see fit, then you are not placing your full weight on Me—you are trying to carry part of the load.

I know what I’m doing—do you believe that? You’ve got to forsake April 4th. One day, I assure you, it will be seen through your eyes as a milestone in your relationship with Me—one of those red-letter days that will be talked about far into the future. It will be seen as one of those make-you-or-break-you days.

The simple truth is: to remake you, I have to break you, and April 4th is the way I choose to do it.

Can I change My mind and say one thing and do another? Of course I can. I’m like that famous king in the Bible who knew he couldn’t change the law of the Medes and Persians, so he wrote another law to circumvent the old one. Didn’t I come to fulfill the law that was given to the Jews? Wasn’t I breaking laws all over the place when I was on earth the first time?

I know it is shocking when I do that sort of thing. The Jews were going mad at My antics, but I had to fulfill the law and bring in the new law. So I was smashing bottles everywhere—wineskins were bursting all over the place. Did I care? Of course I cared. I was saddened at their “old bottlism,” but what could I do? My Father had ordered the course of events, and He sent Me to carry out His will, come hell or high water.

I did it to Job, and I can do it to you. Job was doing what you are doing. He was, as I Myself said: “There was a man in the land of Uz, whose name was Job; and that man was perfect and upright, one who feared God and eschewed evil.”

My servant Job was doing everything right. He himself said it: “Neither have I gone back from the commandment of His lips; I have esteemed the words of His mouth more than my necessary food.” And obviously I agreed with him, by what I said in the first verse of the book dedicated to him.

But I was after a higher purpose, and in spite of his uprightness—his willingness to follow Me wherever I went—I took out My mallet, smashed his pottery, and threw him into the ash heap, which was symbolic of his life’s efforts—just ash. Job’s response was expected; he was highly offended in Me. But in the end, he accepted his humbling and came out twice as blessed.

I didn’t break you to leave you in the ash—I broke you because I want to doubly bless you.

I learned a lot about how to run My Father’s business while I was on earth. I learned that He was always—but always– right. I could question Him if I wanted, but in time I learned that He always got His way. And I learned to be happy about that, even if I didn’t at first agree. In the end, I learned that He really did know best.

Yes, April 4th was a miraculous event. But the biggest part of April 4th isn’t what you didn’t see happen, but what did happen—you didn’t see Me return, and you are only beginning to see why I didn’t come. When the crash came, you felt all hope was lost. But that is only because your eyes shifted off Me, as I came across the waters with My hand outstretched to meet you, and onto the boisterous winds and waves beneath your feet—O you of little faith, why did you doubt?

It is human to doubt; it is supernatural to walk on water. But the supernatural can only be achieved by keeping your eyes on Me, the Keys, and My Word. Your eyes shifted when that wave hit you. I allowed the wave, and you screamed, “How dare You do such a thing?”

All right—let’s get back into the boat, and I’ll calm the storm in the sea of your life. And before you know it, we’ll be across the sea and on the shoreline again. Your feet can touch the sand, and you can feel safe, trusting in your earthly comforts—is that what you want?

If it is then right there is the second choice I spoke of in Matthew 6:24—No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

Now for the game changer, the breaking of the old law and the bringing in of the new law. This is the bottle breaker. This is where the life-rope analogy comes into focus. You remember it don’t you? Look to Me, the Keys and My Word, not the life-rope around your waist. Don’t put your faith in circumstances, or even what I said yesterday or the day before, because I can and do change circumstances in your life in order to reach My will—which I’ll get to shortly.

Do you remember what Job said yesterday in class about fearing Me? “But He is in one mind, and who can turn him? and what his soul desireth, even that he doeth. For he performeth the thing that is appointed for me: and many such things are with him. Therefore am I troubled at his presence: when I consider, I am afraid of him. (End)

Keep in your minds the follow advice from the section “Change” in the MOP, because this is the way I’ve always operated, and I assure you that I will continue to operate this way for eternity and that’s because it accomplishes My will in your life.

Psalm 55:19—Because they have no changes, therefore they fear not God.

  1. God doesn’t change, but He’s constantly changing methods & modes & tactics & even people! If you’re without changes, then you fear not God!
  2. When anything begins to hinder more than it helps, it’s time to abolish it!
  3. When you’re through changing, you’re through.
  4. If you want to put the World right, start with yourself.
  5. The Love Revolution has got to keep turning & changing & moving every minute with something new.
  6. Let him that would move the World first move himself.
  7. Don’t get stuck with either a name, a method or a message that you can’t change from day to day with whatever God has for you that’s new—new wine, new message, new method, new way!
  8. Changes & revolutions in men, methods & materials cost at first, but in the long run they save a lot.
  9. It costs to change! At first it costs more than it saves.
  10. We are the crystallizer, the catalyst, the ones that put people on the spot & drive them to a decision!—whether they want to wake up or go back to sleep again! But to be that crystallizer you have to first be willing to let me change you, no matter what the cost. (End of Mop Quotes Part 1 (PDF)) Mop Quotes Part 2 (PDF)

Prophecy continues: I’m moving forward, with or without you. I dearly love you and desire you as My beloved wife and lover, and I like to hear your opinions, thoughts, and feelings; and I will consider them. But in the end, if they turn out not to be My will, then it is you who has to change, not Me. Do you remember Me saying that you’ve been in this situation before? Okay, now listen to this scenario from Mysterious Keys Part 2. Call on the Keys and allow the reality to sink in.

Is it always going to be a “but if not” type of situation?
78. Question: I just finished reading some prophecies about a recent situation we went through in our Home and our housing setup. It was very inspiring–also very convicting to see that I wasn’t having “crazy faith” to just believe that You’d take care of us no matter what. I was looking at things from a System perspective, and even doubting Your ability to make everything turn out for good in the end.

79. But I still have a question concerning desperation in prayer for events that apparently You already have planned out. It just seems we were really praying our hearts out for these various aspects of the situation, and although the keys promised complete victory‚ and You even said that as we prayed, it would be done for us, some of these things didn’t turn out the way we were praying for them.

80. From these messages I just read, it’s obvious that this was Your plan all along and that You had a good reason. That’s fine with me, and I’m certainly going to try to work on trusting You more in the future, and I’m sorry for any of the times I’ve been lame and didn’t put my trust fully in You. But I guess despite all the Word on the topic, which I do really want to read more, it’s just hard not to be fatalistic when You seem to have everything already so well planned. Sometimes it seems You’re even planning bad stuff to happen to us, but which You will fix in the end. Very often this seems to happen, with or without our prayers.

81. Consider the conference [some of our detractors and apostates are currently holding]. We’re praying against the efforts of our detractors, that You will confound their efforts to hurt the Family, but I’m open to the possibility that You won’t do that, and then You’ll explain that it was Your will that this happened in order to fill their cup of iniquity more fully, or in order that persecution can come about‚ because that’s Your will for the Family. Again, I’m fine with Your plan. I don’t want to do things man’s way or my way, but I do dislike having to stir myself up to ask and ask for something when that wasn’t even Your plan at all. This doesn’t always happen, but in some cases it does.

82. What can You tell me about this? The question basically boils down to, “How can I have faith to really claim the keys and ask for a certain thing, when there’s a good possibility You already know that You’re not going to do it, or not at all in the way we’re asking? And how can I not feel like I wasted time and effort and breath to ask for these things? And how can I keep up my faith in the keys, which do promise everything but sometimes seem conditional on Your will, which You don’t always reveal? Is it always going to be a ‘but if not’ type of situation?”

But If Not

83. Jesus: Even with something good and needed–like prayer–you can either lean to your own understanding as to what to pray for and how to pray, or you can first ask Me to explain how I’m looking at the situation and how I want you to pray.

84. I live in the eternal now. I can see the road at present, the road ahead, and the road behind. You, however, do not.

85. Your attitudes of trying to anticipate My moves are rooted in pride and are a work of Pan. It’s spiritual pride and self-righteousness to try to see what only I can see, and to try to establish a pattern to My behavior by observing My past moves. It’s like you’re trying to say that you don’t want to simply follow along on the “little dog line,” going wherever I lead, but you want to be a little more knowledgeable, a little more in the know than everyone else. You don’t want to be humbled by pouring out your heart and soul to Me in prayer, only to find that I took those prayers and used them to accomplish something other than what you thought I would do. You want to pray and see everything turn out exactly as you prayed it, but that is not the point.

86. Somewhere along the line you’ve gotten a bit off track in thinking that the keys are here to serve you and do whatever you tell them to do. While they are here to help you, they’re here to help you accomplish My will and My plan, not your own. It’s true that often your plans and My plans lie in the same direction, but what you must constantly remember is that My ways are not your ways, and will never be your ways. You’re not God, and it’s as simple as that. The sooner you can come to terms with your more humble place in the scheme of things, the happier you’ll be, and as a result, you’ll actually be more powerful because you’ll be a better channel.

87. The keys were not created simply to obey your every wish and to fulfill your will. The keys must be used in conjunction with My will, and as you do so, I will perform your requests in the way that I know best. And remember also that I see the past, the present, and the future, and My manner of answering your request is almost always going to be somewhat different than what you had in mind. Your job is only to channel that power by being humble of heart and making a vacuum that I can fill. You need to suck in the spirit and work up that desperation, and then it frees Me to do My work in My way.

88. Can a man be found righteous with God? Can you hold Me to an accounting? Must I defend My actions to you? You’re only a man, and not God, therefore you will not always understand everything I do and why. If you want to be powerful in the spirit and accomplish everything that I have for you, and if you want to see answers to your prayers, then stop trying to do My job and focus on yours. Your job is to pray; your job is to be desperate and full of faith‚ regardless of how I seem to answer or not answer.

89. It comes down to whether you believe I will answer prayer or not. If you believe that I can take every prayer and do something with it, then you can always pray in faith. But if you’re always worrying about whether I’m going to do something other than what you’re asking for, and if you’ll end up looking foolish or disappointed in the end, that hinders your praying a full-of-faith prayer.

90. A lot of your prayers have been hindered from having the full power they could have because you’ve been too busy trying to outguess Me. In your spiritual pride you haven’t wanted to just pour out your heart in the way I’ve asked. You’ve tried to see with your carnal mind where I might go in the spirit. You’ve tried to second-guess Me and pray prayers that could be compatible with a number of answers, so that you wouldn’t look like a dumb sheep, but one who is wiser and has Me pegged and My moves figured out. This is why you’re lacking in power, and this is what will always happen if you don’t live for the moment, doing just what I ask, when I ask, and not trying to figure out the future.

91. You need to focus on the now. Right now I’ve asked you to pray against the activities of your detractors at this conference, and you should do so in full faith that I will answer your prayers. Don’t try to assume what I might do or imagine how I might consider answering. Just pray. I’m the One Whose reputation is on the line. I’m the One Who has promised that I will come through. And I always will. Leave the answering to Me, and if you have prayed, then rest assured that My will will be done. But, in expecting the answer, leave yourself open to the fact that you’re a mere mortal, and while your short-sighted and maybe immature solution to the [conference] problem might be something drastic–say an asteroid from the heavens falling upon the meeting site–this will probably not be My solution to the problem! My solutions are often slower, subtler, and require more faith on your part to believe that I’m really working.

92. I’m also a God of love. As long as I can, I give second chances, and third and fourth and hundredth chances, in My mercy hoping that some will return to Me. But you have less patience than I do, and you want to see answers right away. You want to see all your enemies judged. When you pray for someone who is sick, you want them to immediately jump up from their bed whole. You don’t allow room for personal choice in your solutions. You don’t realize that even those in the Family who are sick, though they’re your sweet brothers and sisters, sometimes My hand is upon them and I will withhold My healing until a certain choice of theirs is made. Sometimes I wish for them to be afflicted so that they can be made strong in other ways. Or sometimes it’s simply not My timing yet.

93. When you pray for a sick person whom it’s not My time to heal yet‚ your prayer isn’t wasted. Like I’ve said before, I can use that fervency to bless them in a way that I know is good for the overall solution.

94. Prayer and the working of miracles will always take faith. For you to be powerful in prayer, you’ll have to stop holding Me to your own standards of what you think should be done. Are you asking Me for My will or yours to be done? When you pray, state the petition you have need of, but ask Me to work in My way. You can give Me direct requests, but know that I will answer in My way, which is so far removed from your way that it’s like it says in the Bible, “as far as the heavens above the Earth.” You’ll never fully understand how I work. Sometimes I answer exactly as you wanted, and sometimes it seems nothing like what you wanted.

95. All I need from you is trust. Give Me a little more slack, a little more room to work in the way I see fit, without your starting to murmur and complain and doubt and say that I’m not coming through, and that you’re always having to make excuses for My failures.

96. Let go of that pride that needs to see results and vindication. Who are you trying to justify this for, anyway? Why do you feel humiliated when your prayers aren’t answered exactly as you had hoped? Are you weak in faith? Do you want to see big showy miracles so that you can have something tangible to stand on to justify your faith in Me to those who mock?

97. You’ve thrown yourself fully into the business of wanting to see miracles, signs, something tangible, so that you can feel like, “Okay, there. There’s a real miracle. I prayed for such-and-such and it happened, so there!” Even that is pride, and a lack of faith.

98. I ask you to walk by faith, not by sight. And the kind of faith that will overcome the world and all of your detractors and enemies is the kind of faith that says, “But if not.” You need the kind of faith that doesn’t need a sign in order to feel vindicated, but that you’ll believe in Me and My work even if nothing visibly changes. That’s the kind of faith I will bless with real action!

99. Your faith hasn’t been pure. You’ve been kind of putting Me to the test in a disbelieving manner. I like to be put to the test in faith, as in times when you’re excited to see what I’m going to do. But you haven’t been testing Me in a good way. You’ve really been assuming that I won’t answer, and you’ve been challenging Me to. I cannot bless that. I bless the kind of faith that challenges Me to work in whatever way I see fit, and that is excited and thrilled with anticipation of what I’m going to do, even if it’s totally different than what you were expecting.

100. You’ve allowed Pan entrance in this way by trying to prove Me, trying to prove the power of the keys. You’ve let Pan blind you to the things I have done, and you’ve only allowed yourself to believe whatever I’ve done that coincided exactly with what you had in mind. That mindset and way of thinking is hindering you, blocking your mind from accepting that I work in mysterious ways, and that My ways are beyond finding out for mere mortals. You’ve allowed Pan to close your mind to My miracles that don’t fit in the tight little box of “your will.”

101. You need to let go of that attitude. You need to rebuke Pan, and that box that says I must work in a certain way or else I have failed. You haven’t put it in words so black and white, but your questions and your doubts essentially tell Me that I must perform your will or be called a liar. That is a work of Satan, the hinderer, who wishes to use pride and lack of faith to destroy your usefulness as a prayer warrior. You must shake off those shackles and begin to pray with a purer heart and a more open mind‚ understanding that I know best, and that you can request but the answering is My business. You should praise Me regardless of what you see or don’t see. Without that kind of faith, it will be impossible to please Me.

102. That doesn’t mean that you should never ask for specific things. You can ask that I hinder this conference, and you can ask that I change or stop certain individuals. You can even ask Me to do specific things in regards to the situation. But you must know that even if that doesn’t happen–as it may well not, since My will and My planned judgment or solution might be different than what you’re asking–I heard your prayer and I used it for something positive. It’s those who are willing to go by faith who will be rewarded, not those who are so finicky about their prayers being answered exactly when and how they intended.

103. So when I say to pray‚ pray. And when I say to praise, praise. Be humble. Just be a follower on the “little dog line,” following your Shepherd. Don’t try to guess or wonder or worry. Just relax. Just channel. Just pray. And just believe. Work on strengthening your faith. You can do this through the Word, and also through praying prayers that leave Me room to work, and praise Me even when you don’t see the answer or the answer doesn’t come to pass as you’d hoped.

104. Praising Me for whatever I choose to do or not do–that is pleasing in My sight, and that strengthens your belief in Me. Even if at first it feels forced, soon you will believe, and your praises will be genuine, and your faith will be rewarded. (End of message from Jesus.) (end of excerpts from The Mysterious Keys (PDF) #3473, 2003)

MB Prophecy continues: Self is what separates Me from you. The carnal mind is the enemy, not Me. I’m not trying to make your life miserable; I’m trying My level best to keep you from making the second choice.

But in the end, if you insist on your own way, and are all miffed about what I allowed on April 4th, and absolutely refuse to reconcile and come to grips with the fact that I can do just about anything I want if it will further My will in your lives, then you are left with only one choice—and that is Mammon.

He will certainly comfort you when you come to him with your oughts. He will certainly encourage you in your justifications. You don’t have to take My advice, but as I said, you only have two choices: God or Mammon. The in-betweeners will be spewed out of My mouth. So what will it be—hot or cold?

I will end this little discourse with a reminder: choosing Me is a narrow and straight road. There are no turns to the left or right unless I order it. I’ve made it clear in the Bible what My standard is. I sent My Endtime prophet to you to shovel off all the thousands of years of church garbage, to reveal the truth.

For those who think that church is the answer, then go back and try it. If you think that returning to the church Bible is the way to escape the Words of David, and this New Wine that I’m pouring out right now—which, by the way, is the new Words of David—then I assure you, sooner or later, you are going to eat bitter herbs.

I say to all those who turn back when My hard sayings come—and they will come, because humans need regular shake-ups; they have innate characteristics that cause them to sink to the bottom—therefore the waves must come, the breakings must come, change must come. But when they come, it is My solemn promise that I will keep you through them. And for the reasons given above, I will not prevent them from coming; I will allow them only for your good.

I know exactly what I am asking of you, and I am telling you what I told My disciples two thousand years ago. “Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?”

There’s the road ahead and there’s My promise to keep you. Will it be God or Mammon, it is your choice. Anyone that wants to dispute that Mystical Bible was not the hand of God is welcome to their opinion. But in the end the choice remains. If you think you know a better way then I’m not stopping you, in fact I will support you in your efforts—on one condition—it has to be My will. I love you and I am always by your side has always been My promise.

“Whither shall I go from Thy Spirit?–Or whither shall I flee from Thy presence? If I ascend up into Heaven, Thou art there: if I make my bed in Hell, behold, Thou art there! If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall Thy hand lead me, and Thy right hand shall hold me!” Psalm 139

 

Reaction to April 4th

Yes, it was indeed a surprise. The enemy was throwing all kinds of his silly darts at me, so I spent most of the day finishing reading those recent compilations, praying, and so on.

I really do admire the young people there for staying committed to serving the Lord. They’re so precious, and I feel the Lord’s love for them. I was praying hard for them today.

It feels like Jesus is perhaps trying to squeeze every last drop of faith out of us, as all of Heaven is watching. I guess He has to bring us even further out on the ice to show the whole universe who will really stick it out for Him—“the greater the test, the greater the reward.”

I am still praying He comes back this year, though. There have been so many numbers pointing to ’26, but I guess even that is subject to the mystery of His will.

  Love Chris

Submitted Prophecies—April 6

Yes, I brought you to April 4th, but not as a trick or a cruel joke on you, My poor brides, but as a test. Would you believe? Would you allow yourself to hope? Would you look to the skies?

My sweethearts, your love and belief took My breath away. It was a gift to Me. You stood hoping against all logic, against your mind and all it knew to be possible. You stood up to the unbelievers and declared your belief in My Word, and in so doing you proved your love.

I saw something in you, My sweethearts. Your dedication and belief by faith was a testimony to all of Heaven. You saw no sign in the skies, nor in the world, events, or the news. You stood like true warriors on My Word alone. Do you know what this means to Me?

And then the day came, and I didn’t appear. The dawn came uneventfully and passed into night with no sign of My promise. You had to get up and go about your earthly jobs—eating and cooking and taking care of your animals. So earthly. So unlike the bliss and splendor that I had promised.

You longed for Heavenly places. You have despised this earth and proven it with your very life, with your blood. But still I have not taken you away to receive your reward. It seemed like it was coming and like your race was done, but suddenly it was snatched away and you were left, seemingly deserted by the Lover you trusted and waited for. You had to leave the top of the hill in tears.

You waited and waited with all your heart yearning, believing fully in My promise to sweep you away. My hearts, My heart wanted to rescue you, to fulfill all those words and promises. My heart broke in two as you left your hill and cried out that now you didn’t know where to turn and had no one to trust in. I knew that was your sorrow talking. I knew you would come back to Me.

And actually, in doing this, I am fulfilling My promise to you. I am making you into a pure bride. For I know that those who make it through this test will indeed come out white. Isn’t that what you want? Don’t you want to be My intimate?

So though it hurts, and a part of you feels betrayed, put those feelings aside and know that I am bringing you through each event in order to bring about a result—one that you will be happy with if you hold on and don’t accept deliverance. Don’t harden yourself because of the disappointment. Keep soft to My hand.

That April 4th is a very special day. So when you see the numbers and you read promises in My Word that I will return, don’t turn away in pain or cringe as you remember the bitter disappointment, but look at it as a reminder of My deep love. Look at what I was willing to put us both through in order for you to receive your full reward.

I felt your pain as the hours ticked by and the ordinary sky didn’t move. You know you will remember this day as long as you live, but I will also remember it—and how you got up in spite of the heart-wrenching tears.

April 7

You feel wounded, and like there are parts of your faith and spirit that just don’t work right now. That’s normal. You have to heal after the blow that has been dealt to you. Doesn’t it say, “He maketh sore, and bindeth up; He woundeth, but His hands make whole”? At least you are talking to Me and still wanting the Word, even though the Word burns like medication on a wound. The question is: will you let My hands bind up your broken heart?

You feel lost, and you don’t know what to say to your young people. The foundation you thought was so firm is a bit slippery, and you can’t find your footing. You know it is a true foundation, because when you look out you see the raging sea of the world—talk about confusion. You certainly know “where it ain’t,” so you stick to your foundation.

It doesn’t matter if you are sitting on it. You’ve been knocked down, and you aren’t sure how to stand or what to stand on. What do I want from you? What am I asking from your young people? Yes, it’s a bit unclear right now. Are they expected to sit on this desolate farm until they go crazy? It seems like the doors to the Promised Land haven’t opened. Are we going to die in this wilderness, Jesus?

You have trusted Me unconditionally for your young people right up to the 4th. You cringed when you saw them counting down the days. You didn’t want their hopes to be crushed. Now it has come upon you, and they have been smashed. But even this smashing can bring good fruit.

You and they will be thankful for this dark hour. Don’t fear; they are in My hands. They are of age and have come as brides before Me. I have accepted them, but now the price must be paid. That is the way it is.

Submitted prophecy—7th April 2026 “I have found the one whom my soul loves. Many waters cannot quench my love!”

Jesus: I presented you with an inquiry as to My veracity. Would you call Me an infidel? Would you say that I, your Husband, am fickle? Do you really believe that I would drop you like that? Do you even consider that in My character—the One who has mingled His very own blood with yours? Wasn’t it for eternity? Do you forget so easily—so quickly?

We pledged to each other: through sickness and in health, through the good times as well as the bad, through still waters and also stormy weather. I have been faithful to you. I have proven My love. Wherefore do you doubt, My wife? I tarry, and your heart melts like water so soon. Can you not wait for Me, your Beloved?

You said you love Me, and that we would stick it out together… forever. What meanest thou? Can you not pray with Me for even one hour? You have dropped your weapons and called Me a liar. But My bride, My beautiful wife, heart of My heart, I promise I have not led you into this wilderness to die. But it is a death you are feeling. And I knew you would pass through these deep, cold waters that threaten to drown you.

You are looking at the waves. Look up into My eyes and let them pierce your very soul, let them burn through the flesh and brand your heart so you are indelibly tattooed as Mine.

You will disappear into Me, and we will become one. I know, My darling, the searing heat is excruciatingly painful. You faint with the burnings. The cleansing must be by fire, for it must burn away what I cannot use.

You have trusted Me, and I desire, as My most intimate wife, that you trust Me now. This testing will consummate our vows and make our marriage one that will last. Our love cannot be bought or sold—it is priceless, without price. When all seems against you is the time to cling to Me even tighter.

Believe Me when I tell you there is a purpose in this delay. It is not for naught, and it is not to push you to the edge to fall off, but it is the unobtainium that I gift you with—the unbreakable bond that we will share for eternity in My Kingdom, with you beside Me, if you choose, if you hold on, and keep trusting Me.

“Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame. Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot wash it away.” (SoS 8:6,7)

Prophecy submitted by a young person—April 5, 2026

(Jeus) So, why would I do this to you? What is My plan? What good can I possibly bring out of this seeming total defeat?

My love, if I asked you to trust Me, would you put all your worries, all your fears, all your anger, all your sorrow on the altar, and just say, “I trust You”?

“Even if I resign myself in that way, how long can I last?”

I’m not asking you to analyze your whole future. I’m just asking for one decision. Can you put everything in My hands? Can you trust Me, even for this? Or is this too much? Will you also go away?

Sweetheart, I said, worry not about the morrow, for you never know what will happen. And I also said that I would never put you through something you couldn’t bear. Pushing you to your limit is different—and actually very necessary for your spiritual growth.

“So this is just our limit? Wow, we can take a lot.”

Yet even those who get pushed to their limits can still snap. But that is a risk I’m willing to take. Some people snap. You and those with you have not. You have made it through April 4th and 5th, and you’re still getting into the Word and prophecy. I would call this the beginning of success…

“So what is Your plan? Why didn’t You come back?”

…

“Jesus, why can’t I hear anything? Why won’t You tell me? Why am I only hearing things like, ‘so you can learn to trust Me,’ ‘so I can make you a better bride,’ ‘because this is your fire, and I’m trying to make you white,’ ‘to break you, so I can remake you into the perfect vessel I will need for the future’? Jesus, what kind of excuses are those? What’s the real reason? Please tell me!”

(Jesus) I will show you, eventually. But right now, it is actually very important that you simply put your trust in Me—that you look at this as another test, something I’m using to test your faith and break down that pride, that stubbornness, that self, a little more—or a lot more.

So I don’t want you looking fifty, sixty, eighty, or even ten years into the future. I want you to trust Me for 2026. I just want your trust. I want you to know that I have a plan, that I am real, that I am all-powerful and all-knowing, and that I must have a very good reason for doing what I’ve done to you.

Baby, I know what your heart is feeling. I know the confusion, the despair, the total bewilderment…

Because every time you try to throw out My words, you are reminded of all that I’ve done for you—how I practically led you right to this very spot with a little line of diamonds and treasures. And I even told you, many times, that the jackpot would be right here. So why are you staring at empty ground? Where am I and all My promises? Why are you left alone to wonder and cry?

My darling love, My dear faithful fighter, you have given a lot, and you have sacrificed yourself over and over, and I am so pleased. I am so happy with you. My heart is overjoyed that you chose to follow Me all the way out here, just chasing the dreams I put in front of you.

Your desire, your patience, your faith—everything you have done and given—is so precious to Me. I will never, ever forget it. Though an eternity of years pass, though earth and the memory of angels fade, I will never let what you have done for Me, when you couldn’t see anything, slip from My consciousness.

I love you—I really do. I’m sorry, but this is another test. I know, I know, it’s brutal as hell, but please… please, you have trusted Me this far—can you not trust Me just one more year? Can you not give Me your heart again?

…

I know you don’t want to hear Me promise something right now, so I won’t. But I will say this: one day, you will be glad that you went through this. You will look back and be happy. You will see My plan more clearly then, and everything—well, at least a few more things—will make sense.

You don’t have to believe Me; I only ask that you trust Me now. Have faith, My love, My darling, and stay deep in the Word. I love you, okay? No matter what, I will always love you. It is in love that I do what I do, okay? Please, have faith and trust Me.

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