She Gave Up The World And Got Me Instead — The Love Of God Is Greater
Stone whispers secrets
Old and Vast
A labyrinth of shadows
Slow steps cast
(Submitted by a young person in MB)
“Come now My loves, give Me your finger, the ring finger, and let it be pierced that blood is drawn. Let it be as a covenant between Me and thee, a blood covenant between My bride and I –a covenant that will not be broken by you or I for all eternity; My blood and your blood mingled as one forever.”
Prayer:
I don’t have the right words to describe it; I feel so grateful to be allowed to live in this time. I feel so blessed to see the culmination of everything that came before. I feel so honored, as if I finally understand why the prophets wanted to be here at this time in history—because it’s all coming together right here, right now. All the numbers and codes that have been embedded in the Bible for millennia are coming out. It’s all synchronizing with the New New Wine, and it’s exploding in color and wonder. The Colors truly are blazing, and only those in this secret place of the Cave get to see it.
I love that so much of it was hidden and in code, and now that it is time and the Index is unblocking everything, we can understand and truly appreciate all that has come before. It’s so beautiful to see these mysteries and enigmas unfold and make sense. I’m so thankful to be here. I don’t want to miss anything through worldly distractions or unbelief. I don’t want to take for granted all the little keys and puzzle pieces that went into this Final Key. I want to truly stand amazed that I too can be part of this—that I too will insert my little key and be part of this Wonder that has been in the making since the Beginning. I truly resonate with this quote from Mountain Men now:
It’s like seeing all of life from its beginning to its end & understanding. You feel like you’re living in eternity; whereas, down below they’re living in time.
That’s truly how I feel sometimes when hearing this New New Wine, and I want to drink up everything He pours down into our cups… and I want to experience His love full and rich. I want to gaze into this Eternal Light and hear those soft whispers, and be able to truly appreciate every shining gem (PDF) and feel every raw emotion (PDF) that He wants to bring my way—whether it’s awe and wonder or even the pain (PDF) He wants me to feel during special times. I know that soon it will be over and this chance gone forever. So I don’t want to numb it.
I noticed it’s actually possible to sort of numb it… when you get into your trips—whatever they are—whether it’s worldly entertainment or whatever… these things numb you. You don’t feel the struggle so much, but you miss out on the lessons that pain was meant to teach you, and that is such a waste, such a loss, such heartache… and you also miss out on the Wonder and the Love He wants to give you.
When a Gem comes along through the New Wine, right in your face… maybe you get excited, but you don’t really feel it deep inside like He wants, because you are numbing yourself. And I really, really don’t want to do this… No, I want to feel everything Strong and Raw… Raw Passion and Raw Pain, so that I indeed can be that tried-in-the-fire bride His heart longs for.
I know I’ve spent a lot of time running from pain, but by God’s Grace I want to embrace everything and learn these lessons, no matter how tough they are. I don’t want to waste this time. I feel like I have already wasted so much time (Audio), but I don’t want to waste any more.
I want to be as happy as possible when it’s finally time to go up in Lambda One. I want to be able to look into Jesus’ eyes and cry with joy. I don’t want to cry with shame because I failed to do what He asked. I know I will cry some shame-filled tears, but overall I want to have done His will, so I can just run and jump into His arms with pure happiness.
Jesus… I want to be able to kiss You and really love You as You want, without having to be shy and ashamed because of my failure to fulfill Your will. I want to embrace You hungrily and desperately, and I want to have made You glad and happy. I want to stay faithful, so I can be standing right where You want when You come to get me this year—right here where You placed me. I don’t want to move one inch. I want You to see me here, waiting eagerly for You. Because in the end, when the story is told (Video) and the tale is going around, I want to be part of this. In the end, in that story I want my name to be written alongside Yours.
Maybe that sounds conceited, but honestly, at this point I just don’t want to be separate from You in any way. Maybe I fell and crashed and burned most of my life, but Jesus, in the end I want You, and even though I’m hanging on by my fingernails… trying to be brave and at times failing miserably… I still believe, and I want You enough to stand right here and hold up this banner.
I’m truly sorry for being a half-ass so often, but I can’t get You out of my system, and I want—with all my wants—to be part of everything I’m hearing in the New Wine. I don’t want to be out of this Loop. I want to take my blue angel’s hand (Video) and let her lead me into that portal. I want my piece in that Final Key.
Help me to truly burn all and give it all up… It’s so foolish at this point to hold back. I know I keep falling for the same things, but Jesus, search my heart and know the things I am holding onto and my anxieties, and don’t give up on me. I don’t want anything else. Please see that in me… even though I’ve let You down again and again. See that deep inside, You are all my weak heart wants.
Try me in the fire, that I might come forth as gold. Make it hot, because I want to be ready for our wedding day, dear Jesus. (Where the Gems Ignite (PDF))
Isaiah 49:15b … yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget Thee.
Isaiah 49:16 Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands;
Your Part In The Final Key
Prophecy: Yes, as you fight and keep on with your mission, you are putting your part into that Final Key. But once someone decides that they don’t want to follow the Word anymore, then their part is complete. They are no longer required to input anything else. That is what they gave, and it is forever part of the Final Key. It is part of the Word and the Kingdom of God. It is part of what propelled the Kingdom of God on earth. They did a short or long mission and then they stopped.
Like Dad said in Diamonds of Dust, “If only that diamond of dust could stay in the light, it could sparkle its life out to the end.” And actually there is no reason that a life can’t “stay in the light” and keep putting all it has into Final Key of God’s Kingdom. It’s only when we choose to stop that our “part” or piece of the Final Key is sealed up.
There will be rewards and recognition for all that each one gave, but also great shame at how far they fell once their part was given and locked into that massive key, that massive ark. It’s a record, a log of all that was learned, of all that was given, of all that was accomplished in God’s Kingdom. So as long as you are fighting for the Word and following, then you are adding to the Final Key and you are required to keep inputting.
There is an opening, a place for your mission to be fulfilled. There are gaps that only you can fill. But once someone makes the choice to stop, their part is sealed up. That’s why it’s so hard for someone to turn and come back to the Word once they choose their own way. But for some, they seem to fall and you think their part is over, but actually the fall was just a lesson, part of their mission and experiences. And then they get up and fight on even stronger than before. You are an example of that. The Word was still in your heart, so you got up out of the ashes and followed the Words of David with more fervor than ever. You not only picked them up, but you let them open the door to more and new Words of David thus actually carrying David’s torch along its path.
But there are others who will only see the truth in the next life. Their part of the key is there, their contribution to God’s Word, to the great flow of His love, to His mission to save this world. They did their little part. They carried the banner into many fierce battles, but then they put it down. There will be many sad stories when it comes to the end of this era. But there will be happiness too. Those who let their failures humble them will have a chance to learn and grow.
And in that day, they will be thankful to you. They will be so grateful that someone picked up the torch that so many dropped and ran with it to the finish line. So you can’t afford to fall. You can’t afford to look back. You can’t be one of those sad stories. It is so important for someone to finish this race. Your part to this Final Key is required
Lessons Learned Through Living the Law of Love (PDF)
MARCH 2026—PRAYER UPDATE (PDF)
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